For many people your name was just another one, and you where another person existing in this shit world, but for me you were someone that beared the weight of the world on her shoulders and even with that weight she never gave up and always kept a smile on her face.
I have so much pride in you, for who you are and for who you were.
They say people only value something when they lose it, I don't think that it is like that, I knew what I had, I just never thought I'd lose it, not so soon, and I'm so sorry for have taken you for granted.
I, more than ever want you here by my side, I want to hear you laugh, I want to see your smile, I want to hug you, even if it is for the last time, I wish I was able to talk to you one last time, to at least say goodbye, is too late now.
The world isn't a wish factory and no matter how much I wish you'd come back the world won't bring you back.
We once promised that we would become each other strengt, and I never gave up until now because of that promise.
I don't want to look at a world where you aren't in it.
I wished to have died instead of you, I wished it was me laying in that coffin. All of this because I always knew you were the strongest, that you would bear this pain better than me. I know that.
