4- The bullshit

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Through that year so much things happened ,most of them im not really proud of doing them .
By creating my world i thought it would be different  , it will change something but it only got it worse .
We can say most of the people ive met are just waste of time . But some of them became so special . i love talking to them .
When go out of that world i just get faced by the real one that i m not good at .
Ive never had real friends , that we hang out and do the crazy stuff friends do .
Being in the internet changed me , i just feel like i am who made all this sadness on me .
I didn't want that , but i am stuck now .
Everything is bullshit . i really want to be how
I was before . just smiling abd ignoring the "people" .
You can't be when you do have scars , when you just hate yourself and shit .
Yes , im giving it too much important and its normal to feel this way , it wont be forever it is just for teenagers . i know that but i dont really feel it will change , cause when it's into you so deep you barely can get it out .
Its not that easy .

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 16, 2016 ⏰

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