Hold Tight.

Chapter 2

Delayna’s P.O.V:

I woke up, in a strange room. Laying in a bed that I didn’t knew, was I back in the clinic? Did Justin bring me to the hospital and did they find me? I freaked out. Then I started crying, I didn’t want to be back in the clinic.. I don’t belong there.

Then Justin came in, without even thinking about it I spat “Am I back in the clinic?! Why did you bring me to the hospital I-I don’t want to be here-“ Justin interrupted “Babe where are you talking about?”He looked confused. I looked around, it didn’t look like the clinic. But where else-Justin’s room... Oh shit. “So, are you gonna tell me about it or?” I hesitated again, why did he even care. “Like you even care” I said irritated “Well, if I wouldn’t be caring I wouldn’t have asked you to tell me about it. Right?” He looked at me and I was about to confess when I looked at my clothes. “Did you change my clothes?” I asked him, kind of sad. “Yeah, but don’t change the subject” “So, you saw me in my underwear.” He looked at me and started thinking about it, when he’s thinking about something he does a kinda cute thing with his face. I shook my head. “Yes, babe” He said insecure. “Okay.” I answered, maybe I shouldn’t be this harsh on him. “Why am I in your room then, after seeing my body you could better dump me with the trash.” A tear fell on my cheek, I pinched the pillow. “Baby, your body is perfect. And so are you” Justin replied, he putted his hands on my waist and pulled me closer. I could just feel his warm breath. Then he pulled me into a kiss, did I liked it? Yes. Did I want him to stop? No. But somehow I pulled back, and I regretted it the second I did it. There was a short silence, it was kinda awkward so I just said the first thing that was in my mind “Uhm,-“ He interrupted as usual “Never mind, I’m gonna get us some food. ‘Cause I’m starving and I bet you are too.” Then he smiled.

Food? Oh oh, now he’s gonna find out. Or should I just eat something? No way.

He came back with some junk food, I just looked at it. I wanted to throw up, and I didn’t even eat it yet. “There you go” He looked at me and winked. I looked back at the food, well I was staring at it to be honest. I felt two eyes burning in the side of my head, Justin mentioned me not eating. “Is there something wrong about the food?” He asked shocked “No, I just-“ I looked down and played with my fingers. Then I felt a familiar hand on my face, this time he putted his finger under my chin and raised it up so I was looking straight in his eyes, Then he started talking “You can tell me everything” This time I was comfortable with his touch. “I haven’t been satisfied with my body lately, so i decided to.. not eat until I am” I muttered shyly, Justin nodded “I see, but as I told you before. Your body is perfect. And you don’t have to change anything about it, your perfect. Do you understand me?” He smirked a little, and for once I felt like I could eat everything and look in the mirror saying: I’m perfectly fine. So I started eating, and got I liked it. It was like heaven on earth, and I didn’t want to stop. “You’re cute when you eat” I said smiling at Justin, he looked at me. “You’re cute all day long” He was smirking again. And it felt like there were a thousand butterflies in my belly, wait what?! I’m not in love okay. I’m not.