Drowning

Chapter 1

Present day
For the past year I've been the living babysitter but I don't mind because mom wants me to hang out with my siblings and to help me get my mind off of the death. I can tell she watches me cry myself to sleep sometimes. My friends Jayn and Alexis don't go to the same school as me but they come over to a lot to hang.

My mom doesn't know, I plan to keep it that way, but Jayn brings me pot some times we smoke while Alexis is playing with the kids Peyton smokes with us to then I brush my teeth and put perfume on, but that also helps.

Sometimes I cut in the bath with my swiss army knife but its only when I have a terrible day....In school I get bullied but I get in trouble a lot I punch Dallas in the face or kick him really fucking hard. I get in trouble often. I've gotten suspended 4 times in 1 month, but in all around 17 times so far. I've had to get small job to get extra cash to do things when I'm not grounded and pay for my phone.

Since I pay for my phone I get it all the time, but my old nook is Kleo's now. I've been suspended for 2 days again not my fault I love martial arts, archery, shooting, knife throwing, and other harmful ways to hurt anything, mom pays for things for me to do throughout the year whatever I choose which I usually something dangerous to take out my anger and learn control especially in jujitsu which is helping cause I'm causing less marks just tapping him out. Damn I just realized I have to go to school tomorrow.

"MOM!!!!" I yelled.
"What?!?!" She yelled back as walking towards the door.
"Do I have any homework from my teacher?!?" I yelled softer.
"Not that I know of," She told in my doorway.
"Come play with Tommy." She ordered me.
"K." I told her.

"Hey TomTom." I smiled happily.
"Hi hi." He laughed and clapped.

*door opens then closes*

"Hey, how was school you guys?" I asked.

"Nothing but a bunch of morons." Kleo responded bored

"Okay... I guess." Ty replied unsure

Same thing they say everyday.

"K, well you should do your homework. I'll set the timers!" I told them.

*picks tommy up*
*walks to refrigerator and plays timers*

I hope they don't end up like me. All summer I get to be in summer school watch tommy and swim at least that's the plan. Ty and kleo go to Las Vegas, Nevada from mid June til mid August.

*plays with the kids and talks with Alexis, Jayn, and Peyton til 6:30*

*Puts TomTom down for bed in Tyler's room*

"Night TyTy." I say in a hush voice kissing his forehead

*walks into mine and Kleo's room*

"Night kleo." I say as turning light off and closing door

Next Day
*falls off bed at 5:30*

"Ughhhh!" I groan in irritation

"Why do I have to wake up so damn early!"I yelled at no one

*walks to grey closet*

I pick out a simple outfit ripped black jeans, 'bring me the horizon' godzilla shirt and black fingerless gloves, black cover hightops, and u put chocker on with having my mid back length in a high ponytail.