" I'm such a shitty boyfriend, I know you can listen to me. I'm thankful for that, but after my little words of love end, you have to listen to me cry for fifteen minutes. That's scary, isn't it? I've made up my mind. I won't cry when I'm with you, no matter how badly I want to, or how badly I miss you.
I'll not cry, because I know you wouldn't want me to."
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