natsukashii | dk & yuju

six

15/01/12

dear seokmin,

i'm so stressed out lately. we've been practicing till' the wee hours of the morning and manager-nim is being really cranky nowadays.

even under this immense stress, i somehow still managed to think of a stage name.

i decided to take the 'na' out of my real name, and replace it with 'ju' , to become my stage name.

'yuju', doesn't it sound pleasent to the ears? well, at least to me...hehe

'ju' : the core / main point.

i think it's because i want to make an impact on people with my singing, that's why... i don't know how i managed to think of such things but i haven't told anyone yet except for my group members.

seokmin-ah, i still think about you everytime. when i go home after a long day of practice, i would hear a knock on the door.

i would immediately stop what i was doing and smile to myself like an idiot, thinking that it was you...who came to surprise me after work.

but in reality, it was the half bald mailman ahjussi.

i remember that i always scream out your name halfway and then smile sheepishly at the ahjussi, realising that it wasn't you.

he would then hand me the letters and walk off like nothing happened.

the disappointment i felt could even be felt now.

i'll admit it.

i still want you to come back to me, although i know you're not willing to, and...

it's impossible for 'us' to happen again.

love, yoona

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