Letters To Him (TaeGi)

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2015/02/05

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Dear Suga,

I'm laughing.

I'm so dumb! You know why? I said I will never do things like I want to do now.

I said that I will never harm myself.

But here I am, standing in the bathroom in front of the mirror and holding a razor.

Ironic, huh?

I pressed cold metal to my wrist.

And quickly moved my hand.

One, two, three... Twenty two.

I'm feeling how blood is running down my hand.

I'm feeling how my tears running down my face, cheeks and neck.

But I'm feeling good.

Taehyung.