Lonely... (Boyxboy) (yaoi)

I cant

             I woke up in an unfamiliar bed... Where am I? I then realized I was in an apartment building. But there was a lump under the covers next to me... I pulled the covers off and there he was, a half naked Sam. What happened last night. All I remember is that after our so called bath he pushed me on the bed. I chose to go to the bathroom. OWW! My body is soar. Like really soar. Ugh, what did we do... I don't even want to think about one of the possibilities. But if so was I the uke or seme? Oh wait I figured it out. Damn!
         I limped all the way to the bathroom in pain. I looked in the mirror and I saw all these bruises, almost like bite marks going all down my body. HICKEYS!?! I can't believe this! I barely know this guy and we already did it? Jeez, what kind of person am I. And even so I don't deserve this kid he is popular, good looking, smart, his smile lights up the room, his body is so... WAIT A MINUTE!!! What am I thinking. I don't like this kid I only let what happened last night happen because I was very depressed and I needed to think about something else, but I didn't know it was going to take me this far. While I was talking to myself looking in the mirror I heard a moan coming from the room Sam is in. Uuugghhh... What happened last night? Why do I feel so sticky? Gross... Huh? I swear before I went to sleep I saw Max. Did he drug me!!?! I stormed out of the bathroom into "our" room and stormed up to him and grabbed the collar of his shirt. My face was red with anger while my mind was still swimming on what happened last night. How dare you?! I screamed that making sure he could hear it loud and clear. Huh... What, Max are you alright? What is with this guy. I pulled him closer where I could feel his breath against my lips. Who do you think you are just guessing and assuming I fucking drugged you! He looked at me confused for a minute but then smiled.
Oohhh so you overheard me talk to myself huh? A light blush appeared on my face. Why was I blushing? anyway, don't assume things until you have proof.  He just looked at me and nodded. What I regret very much is that I was holding him very close to my face. He grabbed be and smashed hip lips against mine. What was he doing. My mind was telling me to push him away and run but my body was telling me it was hungry for Sam and Sam only. Even though I'm completely soar my body had no problem moving under Sam to let him take advantage of me. His lips were so soft. They made me feel like I had no worries in the world. When I'm with him it feels like I'm in a safe haven. I just let him kiss me. He moved from my lips down to my neck. Then he moved toward my chest. But he moved to a nipple. OH HELL NO!! But yet again my body won't let me move. He started licking and sucking it and it kinda felt gross and good at the same time. He then bit it very gently ugh...mmmmm ahh fu.... I didn't know what to say.
      His hands slid somewhere that I didn't expect. I felt him stroking my member and him smiling. My face turned bright red from embarrassment. I can't believe what he's doing. W...what are y..y..you doing? He just looked at me with those beautiful eyes and grinned. He then put his mouth where no man should ever. Oh god. It was weird, it felt so good. He started thrusting it in my mouth. I moaned and grabbed the sheets of the bed. I couldn't handle it. Sam. Stop please. If you don't... And it was too late. This white sticky stuff just ejected from my member and into Sams mouth. SAM! I'm so sorry I'll get napkins to clean this up. As I tried to get up he pushed me down again. He then... Put it in his mouth again while it was still dirty. What was he thinking?! He then spread my legs apart further then what they were before and he put his finger up my ass. Owww! What the hell?! Get that out of me! He didn't listen to me. He just started thrusting them in and out again. I couldn't stop moaning. It felt so good.
You seem ready. I looked at him confused. Huh? What do you mean? He looked at me and then the budge in his pants. He took his member out and it looked already pretty wet. Are you ready? He asked me that and I was still very confused. Ready for what? He grinned, this. He grabbed his member and stuck it inside of me forcefully. AAAHH.MM.nnmnn I could stop. He thrusted in and out over and over. His big and warm member was inside of me.
Then everything turned black. MAX MAX WAKE UP ALREADY! I opened my eyes to see Sam's worried face. Huh? What happened? He looked at me and said you really don't remember anything do you? I shook my head. He sighed and told me the whole story. Long story short he said he was getting ready for a shower and I just fainted, he realized I had a really high fever. I have been asleep ever since. He also said he tried to wake me up because I was moaning. I couldn't tell him why though. So all that happened... Was really just a dream?