I'm Yours (An Ethan Dolan Fanfic)

No One Can Find Out

I wake up and groan. It wasn't a nightmare. Yesterday happened. What am I going to do? My mom will kill me.. Shyann will yell at me for years. And Ethan.. What will Ethan think?

I begin crying. I won't have a home, a friend or a boyfriend

No one will find out. I'm going to take care of this thing.

I get a message from Ethan
E- Hey babe. Do you want to come and hang out with Gray, Shy and I later on?
M- Sure. I'll be there in 20 c:
E- Okay babe. Be careful.

I throw my hair up in a messy bun, put some makeup on and go through my closet. I finally find some high waisted shorts and a pink tanktop that says love on it.

I turn and look at my stomach. If I don't take care of it soon I'll show. I NEED to take care of it. But how?

I'm pulled out of my thoughts by my phone ringing. "Hello?" I say. "Hey, you're coming to hang out with us, right?" Shyann asks. I nod, then remember she can't see me and answer. "Okay, see you soon. Love you" She says. "You too" I say, hanging up.

I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding and walk to my car. I pull out and begin driving to Ethan's house.

How do I get rid of it?
How could I be so stupid and let this happen.
I need to talk to someone.. But no one will be calm about it
I guess I just need to research things and find out how to get it out of me. And fast

Once I arrive at his house I try to think of something else and put a fake smile on.

I walk in and am engulfed in a hug. "You're late babe, I was getting worried" Ethan says, squeezing me. "I'm sorry. I lost track of time getting ready, but I'm here now" I say, trying not to look at him, because he'll know I'm lying.

He smiles and nods. We walk over to the couch and sit down. He cuddles me. "Where's Gray and Shy?" I ask. "They went to get food" He says, cuddling me. I really hope this boy doesn't think he's getting any, because sex is what got me into the situation in right now and I'm not having it for a long time.

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We spent most of the night eating and playing games. When it's time for me to leave, Ethan walks me out to the car. "Is something wrong baby?" He says, hugging me and kissing my forehead. "No, everything's fine" I say, hugging him back.

"You're a really bad liar" He says, pulling away, so he can look at me. "I'm just not feeling well" I say. That wasn't a lie, but it wasn't the complete truth. I could tell he wasn't completely satisfied with my answer, but he didn't want to push it.

"Well. I hope you feel better. Be safe" He says, kissing me and opening my door for me. I giggle. "Thanks babe, and I will" I say as he shuts my door and I drive off.

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Adoption? Definite no. I don't want anyone knowing about my mistake.

Abortion? No.. I need an adult. Again, don't want anyone to know about my mistake.

What else? I could 'accidentally' miscarry, but how?

I look at the clock. It's 2:46am. I need to get in the bed. I've been up all night trying to find a solution for my problem, but I can't find one.

I lay down and try to fall asleep, but my thoughts won't subside. My thoughts continue to run wild. Then I remember a movie I watched a long time ago. I vowed to never do it in my life, but this is my last resort.

I'm going to have an at home abortion.

I need to watch the movie and see the things she used, get them and I'm going to do it when mom's at work.

Soon, I won't have to deal with it anymore. I smile at the thought of it.
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A/N I hope you guys liked it. The next chapter will be out soon ☺️