Someone to comfort me

Chapter 6

a/n sorry for the slight delay been a little busy and I discovered that YouTube has video's of Jenna's episodes of Emmerdale and I've been slightly addicted lol

Chapter 6.

Janet left shortly after with a signed and approved statement to give out to the press, still grumping how it didn't seem very believable that nothing had happened between the pair of them. Jenna closed the door behind her and found herself alone with Peter, being alone with him had never been a problem before but now a strange sort of awkward atmosphere seemed to linger over them as Jenna sat down on the sofa again smoothing her dress out over her knees and looking just about everywhere but at Peter.

"Do you think people will believe the statement?" Jenna asked timidly

"I don't know" Peter sighed running his hand over his face again, an action he has repeated far too many times in the past 24hrs. The pair fell silent again for a long time both lost in their own thoughts.

"I lied to you this morning" Jenna suddenly blurted out. Peter lifted his head from his hands that where resting on the arm of the sofa to look up at Jenna confused. "When-when you asked me a question this morning I lied. I told you no and that was a lie" Jenna confessed.

Peter looked up at her panic stricken dreading where the rest of her confession was going and unsure if he could bare to listen to it, he shook his head muttering "no, no, no, no" under his breath. Running both his hands through his hair.

"There was more pictures on the camera and some of them are quite am intimate" Jenna said sheepishly handing Peter the camera with the Pictures already up.

He flicked through them the first few where fine just snaps of each other fully clothed sometimes looking at the camera sometimes looking away from it. The more pictures he flicked through the less clothing they seemed to have on until he came too ones of them both completely naked and Peter had to swallow against the dryness in his throat at the sight of Jenna naked draped over the sofa, she wasn't looking into the camera she was looking just off it most likely at him with a look of pure desire on her face one hand reached out for him and the other squeezing her breast gently. Peter felt desire rekindle in his belly looking at it and quickly changed to the next picture which was of him posing naked like a Greek statue and he figured he must have been really drunk at this point to agree to letting Jenna take a picture of him like that. The next few pictures nearly had him jumping of the seat and locking himself in the bathroom again. The first one was off him between Jenna's legs his head buried in her, he could just make out a part of his tongue which had obviously just flicked out to touch her clit, the picture was slightly blurry as though Jenna had moved just as the photo was taken. The next one however was an image that he never ever wanted to forget and he curses himself for not being able to remember the real thing. It was of Jenna, her hair all tussled and messy with his cock in her mouth, looking up at him, her pupils completely blown with desire.

He stared at the photo far longer than he probably should have considering his friend and subject of the photo was sat beside him but he couldn't bring himself to look away from her eyes he wished so hard he could see that look into eyes again and willed his memory of that night to come back, probably the only chance he would get to experience what Jenna tasted like on his tongue and feel her mouth around his cock and he couldn't even remember! He was suddenly very frustrated and angry at himself.

"You ok?" Jenna asked as felt him tense beside her.

"Fine. I just need a walk" Peter grumbled getting up of the sofa and grabbing his coat, heading out the front door closing it harder than he had meant to.

Jenna sat on the sofa her head in her hands trying desperately not to cry. She remembered everything from the night before and it was one of the best nights of her life to finally feel loved and adored by the man she has been in love with for four years now. She knew it would end up badly for her, she knew he was married and being Peter he would be feeling guilty and probably regrets what happened but she didn't know just how much it would hurt. Her chest felt like something really heavy was sat on it and she was struggling with every breathe not to burst into tears. All she really wanted was for Peter to come back scoop her up in his arms and tell her it was all ok and that he loved her just as much as she loved him but even that hurt because she knew he was hurting over the loss of his marriage and anything he said or did couldn't be counted as truth.

He had whispered the three words she was so desperate to hear in her ear last night as they made love and she had whispered them back but seeing his reaction to the pictures Jenna knew that it wasn't true wither it was the alcohol or the rush of excitement she didn't know but it wasn't true and she had to accept that and move on so that she could be there for her friend because that was what he was, her friend and nothing else.

Jenna hadn't realised that she was crying until she felt a soft hand on her shoulder looking up she saw Peter looking down at her frowning in confusion his eyes soft and full of concern which just made Jenna cry harder. Peter was such a kind hearted man even when he was facing a divorce he was still concerned for her. Wordlessly Peter sat down and pulled Jenna into his lap tucking her head under his chin and just held her while she let it all out and cried on him. He didn't ask what was wrong or offer any words of comfort because he knew she wouldn't listen anyway, just placed small feather light kisses to her head every so often. Eventually Jenna managed to calm herself down enough to stop crying and wiped her tears away avoiding Peter's glaze as much as she could.

"You didn't go for much of a walk" She commented hating how raw and vulnerable her voice sounded.

"Couldn't really go anyway there's media all over the bottom of your street and it's a good job too or you would have been here crying all on your own" Peter explained.

"Great that's just what we need Media trying to gather some sort of story on us" Jenna grumbled trying to get of Peter's knee but he pulled her back down on to it.

"never mind that what's got you so upset?" Peter asked softly "And don't say nothing, that was not nothing" He added seeing the look on Jenna's face he knew her too well he knew when she was putting on a front, he had seen her do it often enough when Richard would upset her.

Jenna sighed knowing that she would never get away with lying to Peter and snuggled further into him partly for the comfort and partly so he wouldn't see her face and see the hurt she knew that would be displayed on it.

"I remember what happened last night and I loved every single second, it was the best night of my life I've wanted to be with you ever since I met you and you regret it, you wish it had never happened and I know I shouldn't be upset, I know you have a wife but it hurts it really really hurts" Jenna explained her voice cracking as she struggled to fight back the tears that tried to break through.

Peter was completely lost for words he was so wrapped up in his own problems and feelings so convinced she would hate him for what had happened he hadn't even considered that she might have enjoyed it and the thought that she had threw him for a loop. He had no idea how to react.

"Sorry I shouldn't have said anything. I've ruined our friendship now" Jenna muttered trying to get off Peter's knee again but he held her there with one of his hands on her hip and the other he used his thumb and forefinger to tilt her face up towards him before kissing her lightly on the lips, both of their problems seeming to melt away as their lips moved together slowly and sweetly as though Peter was trying to make sure he could never forget this one.