Taking Care of Flowey

Bonus Chapter!

A/N: Here's a bonus chapter for you lovely readers cuz I got a couple requests for more. Also, this chapter may answer some questions regarding 'Week Five'. I hope y'all enjoy!

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You were re watching your favorite show while cuddling with your goat boyfriend when you let your mind wander. You started thinking back to when Flowriel was still just Flowey and you remembered the time you torchered him when he tried to escape and you cringed. You couldn't believe you were so stupid. You tried to repress the memory since it made you feel so guilty, but failed miserably. You had to know.

"Flowriel?" You asked abruptly.

"Yes?" He replied, focusing all of his attention on you.

"H-how did you feel when I tortured you and locked you in the dungeon?" He frowned and held you a little tighter.

"Well, without a soul, it's hard to feel anything at all. But, somehow, even after I tried on my own for so long, being with you helped me finally feel again. Just a bit more everyday. Still, I felt mostly hollow." You nodded, drinking in every sound and facial expression. "The way you treated me with such kindness, I couldn't help but feel happy and, a little flustered. But then, every time you mentioned Frisk I became more and more jealous to, of course, the point where I tried to run away. Then, when I saw the anger in your eyes, I was scared and excited. But, when I realized how much you really hated me and how much my action hurt you, I felt so guilty and alone. All of these terrible feelings built up inside of me to the point that I would give anything to not feel again. Since I still felt mostly hollow, it was easy to not feel emotions anymore."

"But then, why did you want to love me?"

"Every time I saw you, I felt a little happy, then sad once I realized your state of mind, then bitter once I remembered that you were my captor. When you left, I felt guilty and sad and wanted to ask you to stay, but you were already gone so I dashed the feelings away and started the cycle over. Every day was the same, until you checked on me twice in one day. I felt happy, sad, bitter. Then you cried and tried to apologize so I felt heavy and guilty, which somehow made me more bitter. When I saw that you were sincere, I was shocked and I felt a wave of mixed emotions and it was okay." You hugged Flowriel and buried your face in his chest, trying to express love through contact. He hugged you back and played with your hair. You tilted your head up so you could see his face and speak.

"I still feel super guilty about that by the way." He smiled and kissed your forhead.

"It's okay. I still feel guilty for causing you so much pain." You smiled at him before returning your attention to the show. At this point, a character did something especially stupid so you yelled at the screen. Flowriel lightly chuckled and agreed with you.