The Girl He Used To Love...

Chapter 2 Jeremiah's P.O.V.

Once I get home I walk straight to my room. Ever since the summer ended I've seen her every day. I hate myself for what I did. I know I shouldn't have done it but I did. I cheated on the one person I really loved. I should have told her, but me being my stupid self I didn't tell her. I left her. I miss her so bad. I want to be able to hold her hand, and kiss her, whenever i want. I've known her since we were little, and I've always had a crush on her. Until 8th grade I kept it to myself, then I finally told her. She looked at me and started to smile, then said "I feel the same way. I just never thought you liked me" then we started dating.
I feel like if I tell her what happened she won't ever take me back. I need her in my life, but I can't have her at the moment. It's killing me. I fell in love with her freshman year. She's the only girl, other than my mom, that I told I loved.
I lay in my bed, trying not to cry. I wonder what would happen if I texted her? I think to myself. What if she doesn't answer?
I lay there pondering if I'm gonna do it or not.

5:30Me: I miss you

5:35Baby girl: I miss you too

She actually responded!

5:37Me: I still love you

5:38Baby girl: Then why did you leave?

5:39Me: I can't tell you.

5:40Baby girl: Fine whatever.

5:42Me: I don't know what to do without you

5:45Baby girl: I never left you did so it's your fault.

5:46Me: I know I was being stupid.

5:47Baby girl: Well let me know when you're done being a stupid ass then we can talk.

5:48Me: I deserved that

It's been 2 hours since, and I don't think she's going to respond. Why do I have to be so stupid? I love her. I need her. And i can't have her. And it's all my fault.

(Pic of Jeremiah at the top!)