pain||l.h

2.

*Bailey's point of view.*
It's a bullshit start, really. I just moved from Ohio, and all the way to California. Time change, and a change in people, too. I've realized that here, people don't give a slight fuck. I really just wanted my old life back, where I wasn't bullied for being myself. Long story short, people in California are assholes. It's only been two months and they already make me want to kill myself. Haven't made a friend, but one. His name was Michael Clifford. Cool guy, really. He basically took me under his wing, and fixed me, sightly. I was more broken before without him. He someone that helps, but in all reality, my fixing hasn't happened yet. He keeps trying to get me to come over and meet his friend Luke, who is supposedly "exactly like me". But I always make up an excuse that I can't. I don't want to meet someone exactly like me, I'm terrible. I'm pretty sure Luke was that hot, blonde boy in my grade, but I'm a flop, really. And besides, he was the only Luke kid I've heard of around this school. To be honest.. I see him around and just think, 'he looks like a dickhead or a fuckboy'. I'm not the type of person to just say that, but it pops into my head for no reason. He may be cute but.. I don't think I'd be able to respect him and his decisions. I know, I know, that's rude. But that's just me. I think I'm insane in all honesty. Fuck my life.

*Luke's point of view.*
My head is just fucking pounding. It's been like this for about an hour now, and it still hasn't stopped. I'm at Michael's house, and I left my medication at my isolated apartment. God people fuck me up. I didn't do anything, but I get bashed for no reason because I play guitar instead of sports.
"Michael." I say out of no where, my mind taking over my mouth.
"What?" He said and looked up at me from the laptop.
"We should start-," I cut myself and shake my head. "Never mind, sorry." Michael just looked at me confused then shrugged and basically ignored the fact I said anything. Whatever. I'm just done.

{a/n: this chapter honestly seems really stupid to me but I didn't know what else to write, thinking for this fanfiction without jumping into a relationship or whatever is pretty hard, but stay tuned for more updates. I'm sorry if this book is sucky!❤️}