Psycho

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I heard the door unlock at 10 pm and knew it was Josh.
He opened the door and came inside.
"Hey" he smiled at me when he saw me on the couch.

"Hey" I smiled back. "Your brother was here today" I saw him look up.
"He dropped off 2 boxes" I finished my sentence.

"Oh yeah they're just shoes" "but anyways what did you do all day?" He asked me as he took his suit off and sat down on the couch next to me.

"Oh nothing really. I just watched TV. I did some drawing too but I threw them away" I lied because I didn't want to show him what I drew.

"Oh why did you do throw them away,I bet you're good at drawing" he said and pulled me closer to him and rubbed my shoulder.

"I mean I like drawing but I don't like keeping them" I lied again.
"I'll draw something for you later".

"Thanks" he said calmly and by now I was in his arms. I looked up at him and he started to lean in. I got the idea and did the same and before I knew it, his lips crashed on mine. It was a soft gentle kiss at first but started getting rough but before it got too rough Josh pulled away.

"You okay?" I raised my eyebrow. I didn't really want it to stop.

"Yeah I just don't want things to get weird between us" he said and could tell he thought this was awkward.

"Nah we're good" I said to him and kissed him again.
This time we pulled away when we ran out of breath and I admit, I liked it.
Josh smiled at me and turned on the tv.

"Hey look, it's SpongeBob" he said and laughed.

"Omg I love SpongeBob let's watch it" I smiled back. Yes I actually like SpongeBob. Just because I'm a psycho doesn't mean I don't like cartoons.

We continued to watch it for awhile and I turned to see Josh had fallen asleep on my shoulder.
It was cute but he looked really uncomfortable.
I slowly shook him and called his name with the softest voice I could make.
He woke up and looked shocked.

"You should take off your work clothes you looked really uncomfortable" I gave him a sorry look to apologize for waking him up.

He smiled and said "thanks. They really are uncomfortable" and walked away to the room to get changed.
I got up and walked to the kitchen, he must be hungry so I got out some frozen fries and started to fry them.
After I was done eating mine I realized that Josh isn't going to eat because he has already fell asleep so I just put it in the fridge and walked to the couch to get some sleep.
Josh slept on the bed and that's totally fine, also I don't really want to sleep with him, he might think it's weird because I think it is.
I closed my eyes and eventually fell asleep.

It hadn't been that long that I heard a phone ringing. I opened my eyes and saw Josh running out of the room to answer the phone.
He quietly answered it.

"What are you doing calling me at 3 am" he sounded angry but kept his voice as quiet as possible because he didn't want to wake me up, not knowing it was too late for that.
"No you can't fucking come here, I have someone staying with me I don't even want you in my house, leave me alone" who wanted to stay here?
I couldn't hear the other end of the phone so it was silent again but Josh broke it.
"Fine, but only for tonight. You will leave tomorrow, Understood?" Silence again and he hung up.
What was that all about?
I wanted to wait and see who was going to stay here so I didn't go back to sleep and Josh was standing by the door so the person doesn't knock and wake me up.

Not long after there was a knock on the door and Josh jumped to get it.
I had my eyes closed so they wouldn't see me awake.

"You need to keep quiet I don't want you waking her up" I heard Josh.

"Who the fuck is that slut?" Oh my! It's a girl.
Did she just call me a slut? Is that Josh's girlfriend?
But he kissed me is he a player?

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