They Call It A Sin

|Nineteen |

Nie

Stop an move I told you i don't want a fucking lap dance damn bitch why you cant understand that shit i said to some bitch

At this moment everyone at my place for a lil party i decided to have an yep everyone angel summer sammy Jonathan chase mello kayler ray younnie even some of my hoes i fucked

I been in a dogging mode from angel an Younnie even some of my hoes i really ain't even up for this shit i grabbed my weed an my gars an walked out back an sat at my patio on the back

Im just 18teen an i been thinking on doing my own thing an i am going to i saved a lot an i got the perfect place to call my trap i just need workers an me staying solo from everyone will get me to where i need to be

I just don't feel how i use to i feel like im missing something but i can't figure it out

I took a hard pull from the blunt an made Os i herd the slid door close but i wasn't paying attention i just know i don't give a fuck about who it is

I got my weed an gars stuffed them in my pocket an stood up dusting my pants off with the blunt hanging from my lip

I turned around to go but Younnie was standing in my way

Move i said dryly she folded her arms looking at me stupid i sight please i said hoping she would move

No whats wrong your eyes are red an you look stressed she said turning my face to her

I looked up can you please just move younnie i yelled

Fine i was just trying to check on you she yelled walking off i sighted an grabbed her

What let me go you fucking yelling for no apparent reason an shit really just pissed me off she yelled back over the music
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I tuned all her words out i grabbed her waist pulling her to me an kissing her she kissed back wrapping her arms around my neck

I pulled back smiling can you stop bitching now i said looking in her eyes she rolled her eyes walking back to party

Boi her pregnant mood swings im finna be 19 in two weeks i still cant do right

I walked through the party an felt a sting on my face more of a harder pain though i looked up an i seen ray with her fist clenched i smirked moving my jaw bone

Still hit like a bitch though

Really nie you gone kiss my girl she yelled everything got quite music stop people stop talking

Jonathan Kayler chase an summer made they way over by us

She not your girlfriend you left her cause she-you know why you left her so stop bitching i said walking away

You right fuck that bitch she said laughing i turned around

Fuck did you just say she smiled i said fuck that bit- i punched her in her mouth before she could finish her words

Dont call her that i said as she hit the floor everyone just get the fuck out i screamed the crowd scattered

Ray was still on the floor Younnie i guess she left Jonathan summer chase an kayler still was here mello must left

I sat down running my hand cross my face ray get out i said not looking at her not once fuck that all yall get out

They just left without a word of course summer was still here she stay here fuck i screamed punching my wall

Yo chill summer said grabbing me

I fell to floor crying never have i ever cried in front of someone i stood up an just went to my room an laid down let sleep took over me

Next.. Day

Damn it stinks in this bitch i herd but i didn't move this whole house smells like liquor an i hate that after smell i herd again i finally sat up

Shit major headache i grabbed my head rubbing my temples fuck i mumbled

I opened my eyes an seen papas an Sarah i stood up why y'all here i said entering the living room where Sarah an summer were cleaning

Um i needed to talk to she just a neat freak an basically cleaning yo crib up like she crazy or something but um come here she said pulling me in my room shutting the door

I knew it was serious so ray said you kissed younnie i looked at her

Yeah i did i say dryly

Thats it yeah you did she said sitting down

Look i kissed her i was high to the clouds an i kissed so what it was a kiss i said taking my clothes off leaving me in my sports bra an briefs

Nie look y'all gone have to stop before one of ypu catch feelings she said standing

Babe im rea- i see where you get you body from Sarah said looking me up an down

I laughed ill come over later or something pops i said getting my fit for today

I got to get alot of shit straight an when im done with that im going some where for 2 months maybe London pairs or New York or Vegas but im for sure going to the Bahamas so that probably where im going

Iight be safe she said hugging me i hug sarah an kissed her cheek they left i supposed

I jumped im shower washed up twice an got out i put my Tommy Hilfiger briefs an sports bar on an walked to room putting my designer Jeans on an shirt that came with the fit i had white h
Jeans an a red shirt

I grabbed my red an white 7s an i put on my silver chain an watch i put some polo cologne on

I smiled at my appearance in the mirror i opened the closest an grabbed my suitcase an put enough clothes in there an my shoes in another

Aye summer im out i said getting my phone off the table however it got there

Where you going she said as she came in view

Ill be back in two months i said smiling

You birthday though she said sitting down

Look im a be good now see you in two months i said laughing leaving my house i got in car an stoped by angels since im passing it so i can get shit settle

I got out luckily she was on her porch she seen me an stood walking to me look im leaving this lil i don't even know what we had but im done with it i don't want not one fucking part of it at all so friends or nothing i said getting to the point

She stared for a good while i turned to walk away friends she called out i smile a small smile an sped off to pops

I sighted before going in Younnie room hey she said smiling i return it

Um i need to talk to you she sat up smiling okay she said listen

She always smiling a nigga cant help but laugh around the her she never in a bad mood

We what we been doing im done doing it i don't want no part of it an im now saying good bye see you in two months i said kissing her forehead she forced a smile yeah two months i herd as i jogged down stairs

Ill text chase when i land in Los Angeles i wanna fuck With be beach i sped out her drive way

Damn im actually doing something i want to do i left the two girls i alone i felt like meant some to me but it was for the better

I hit the free way on my way to airport port

I gave my keys to car dude so my ride a be there when i land i sighted an i gave my ticket to the lady at my gate i walked thru the hall thing an on the plane i put my bags over my head an sat down

See you in two weeks Florida i said as we went in the air i smirked an looked at how high we were
I then just relaxed an close my eyes a new me will soon return to Florida