They Call It A Sin

Chapter 18

Nie

I ran my hand threw my hair grabbing my phone off the night stand looking at the time that read

11:45am

I looked at sage she was sleep i got up an started to get dressed blue wanted everyone to be at the trap when dee wake up i could give no fucks bout her

"Where you going papii " said sage

I sighted

"Dont call me that " im going to work"

I said sliding my shoes on no i didnt fuck sage i just stayed the night with her thats it i could tell she want more i dont know some telling me to give her more then some telling me not to but enough bout her

I grabbed my car keys off the night stand kissed sage forehead an walked out her room down the hall to the stairs i twisted her bottom lock an closed her door shut

I walked to my Ferrari an got in pulling off down her street still nothing from younnie no notes letters calls texted emails dms inboxs tweets nothing man fuck i said aloud i just wish it was something with her saying why shes gone or why she just leave me sinking in the middle of the ocean with killer sharks

I felt a wet substance on my hand i realized i was crying i turned in blue yard an ran my hand threw my hair an wiped my tears i leaned my forehead on the steering wheel.

An sighted i cut the engine an got out walking to her door step

I walked in an to the den

"Wassup niya " i smiled she laughed

"Hey bighead " there down there

I nodded going in the den

"Man fuck yall bustas doing " i laughed

"You took long enough lucky she aint wake her red ass up " blue said

I smirked

"I hit her pretty hard in the head give me a bottle of water" i said to yazz

She tossed it i opened it pouring it on dee face she sat up holding her head

"Man what the fuck " she screamed

"Man yk what why you not following orders its just simple shit b keep your fucking crips on your side lucky yo bitxh ass get to be over here " i barked

Younnie

I laid on ray stomach watching tv as she ran her fingers threw my hair baby Alex is 5months now my baby grew

His chunky an I feel the need to let nie see him she was there for him an love him like crazy

"Ray" I said not even above a whisper..

"Wassup babe " she said looking at me.

" I ,im going to take baby Alex to see nie it's only right " I said looking at my nails

She chuckled " ion trust that but just to keep shit peachy between me an you because I love you yes you can go see her " she said with a slight of anger in tone

I got off the bed an went to pack Alex bag an set him up in his car seat I don't know what the fuck I was thinking when I left nie for ray sorry ass nie still has my heart but when she see me I know she gone be pissed to find out I went backwards

"Younnie you got an hr to" ray said standing in the door way

I looked at her an smacked my lips carrying baby Alex to the door she grabbed my arm with a grip

" I'm not playing games" she said looking me up an down

"Let me the fuck go your hurting me " I shouted snatching away from her rushing out the door to my car.

I put baby Alex in back an strapped his car seat down an got in my car pulling out as ray stood in the door  

I drove to nie kindom an parked in drive way I seen her car here so I got out an knocked with baby Alex

She open the door an stared at me then walked in the house I honestly deserve that

Nie

After dealing with Dee getting shit straight bout her ppls I drove home smoked a blunt an played the game that's until

Someone started knocking I jogged to the door opening it an younnie stood there with Alex I stared at an walked back to the living room

I wonder what's her excuse for leaving it better be damn good one b cause I just got heated

"So you back from hell I don't know " I said walked picking baby Alex up

"Look nie I miss you I'm sorry I got caught in the moment with someone" she said

Baby alex smiled at my pulling my hair

"Who this someone " I said with a brow raised

"Ray she beg for me back an I didn't know what to say I followed my first thought nie I promis-" I cut her off

" you left me to go back to that fuck nigga that didn't accept the fact that you were pregnant with baby Alex an let alone didn't want you anymore because you was pregnant by someone else younnie you taking some drugs or some shit ?" I asked

She wiped the tears she had an shook her head "I'm sorry " was all she said

As much as I miss her she don't know who she want an I'm not with that I don't know who to pick shit she can have that Lil nigga but baby Alex his my son as much as he is hers

"You can be with that Lil nigga but Alex you not keeping him from me I gotta get him at least every Other 2 weeks but you can go " I said looking at baby Alex

"Nie " she sniffed

I put Alex in his car seat an kissed his fore head

"If you need anything for him call me " I said holding his car seat now heading to the door with younnie behind me

I'm offically giving up on this love shit I'm done I'm doing me for now on can't no bitch have me like I got me I figured that out the hard way

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