As soon as we got to the hospital I went to my mums hospital room. Well just me and Zayn
Kyle said he couldn't go through it. And Lilly went to sleep.
The doctors said that she might not make it. The said that he put some type of pill in her mouth that killed her. And there was drugs in her system.
If she dies I don't know what to do. Like really where am I going to go. Lilly all ways said that she wanted to be like my mum when she grows up. But how is she going to be something that she doesn't know how
I don't have a dad. And I can't let my mum go. I just keep on thinking I out this,
My eyes began to water up. I ended up sobbing on the floor.
Zayn tried to confront me but i just couldn't do it.
"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" I yelled and pushed him. Making him fall back and hit the floor. I ran out the hospital room.
"Sydney!!!" Kyle screamed and hugged me. I felt him cry in my arms.
I can't see him like this, "she's gonna die" he sobbed
I can't say no she's not. Because if I do I might have lied.
"Isn't she?" He asked "don't say that" I said
"But what if she dies, what are we going to do?" He asked
"I don't know, but one thing I know" I said
"What?" He asked
"If she does, Never give up, because daddy never wanted you to. And mummy doesn't"
I felt him shake his head.
"Can I go see her?" He said
"Are you sure?" I asked
"Yeah"
"Ok" I said. I grabbed Lilly He grabbed my hand and we walked in.
He sat next to her and stared to cry on her chest. I put Lilly in the chair. I turned to zayn and hugged him, "I'm sorry" I said.
"For what?" He said and looked me in the eyes.
"For yelling at you. And pushing you" I said.
He kissed my forehead.
"Don't worry about it" he said .
I shook my head but heard screaming. "What's going on?!?!?" Kyle said.
I turned around and saw my mum having as seizure. I called the doctors. They all came rushing in,
"you have to get out!" Then nurse said.
Kyle didn't let go of my mum, the doctors tried to get him off but that wasn't happing, "Kyle!" I said and pulled him off my mum. "NO!!!!!" He sobbed. "PLEASE MUM DONT DIE. PLEASE MUMMY!!!!!" He screamed, I grabbed Lilly and we walked out. They shut the door.
Kyle ran to the bathroom. I slid down the wall, I put my head in my hands and started to cry. Zayn sat next to me. I hugged him. He hugged me
And then Kyle came out the bathroom and sat next to me and hugged me. I kissed his forehead.
The doctor came out, we all looked up. "I'm sorry" he said. I just shook my head and got up. I began to walk away, I heard Kyle cry. I turned around and saw Kyle hugging zayn, I just turned back around and kept on walking.
I walked outside and sat on the bench. I guess I should call my uncle. I'll just have to move agin.
Or Maybe I should stay here. I. Just called him to let him know anyway.
"Hello?" He asked
"Hi, it's Sydney" I said
"Oh,How are you sweetie?!?"
"Umm,I know it's late but can you come to the hospital?" I asked
"Why, what's wrong?"
"My mum died" I said and started crying agin
"Are you serious?!?!?"
"Yeah"
"I'm on my way now!" He rushed and hung up the phone
I sighed and walked back in the hospital.
I saw Kyle, Lilly and zayn sitting in the chair, I guess Kyle told Lilly because she was crying.
I sat down. Lilly sat on my lap.
"Did you tell her?" I asked Kyle. He shook his head yes. I sighed
"Where are we going to live?" He asked
"We can stay here or live with uncle jack"" I said
He didn't say anything.
"Can we go?' He asked
"We have to wait for uncle jack" I said
"Well can he just come to the house?!?" He wined.
"Yeah I'll just call him back" I said
"No!!" Lilly screamed
"What?" I asked
"I don't want to go home!!" She said
"Then where are we going to go?" I asked
"We have to die so we can see mummy and daddy agin" she whispered in my ear.
"We can't go there yet, but one day we will" I whispered back
"Ok" she said
I texted my uncle telling him to come to the house. He said ok
~20 minutes latter~
We got to my house. And my uncle and aunt where already there.
We walked inside. I let Lilly sleep in her room. It Was 5:00 am, I sent zayn home.
My uncle. Me, Kyle and my aunt sat in the living room talking about where we're going to go. But of corse they had to ask about zayn
"Who was that boy?" My aunt asked
"And why did you kiss his cheek?" My uncle asked
"Where just friends" I said
"Yeah ok" my uncle said and rolled his eyes
"Can we not talk about this!" I pouted
"Sure" my aunt said. Kyle laid his head on my lap.
"How did this happen?" My uncle asked
"Do you remember my last boyfriend?" I asked
He shook his head yes
"He did it" I said
"Where is he now?" My aunt asked
"I don't know"
"That zayn dude looked mysterious" my uncle said
"CAN YOU PLEASE STOP?,HE'S THE ONLY FRIEND I HAVE!!!" I yelled
"WHO ARE YOU YELLING AT LITTLE GIRL?!?" He yelled Back
"IM YELLING AT YOU, YOU LITTLE BITCH!!!" I said and ran upstairs
I ran into my room and slammed the door shut.
I started sobbing on my pillow. I heard my door open.
"Get away!" I sobbed
"It's Kyle" he said
I looked up and saw him. He came and gave me a hug
"Crying helps, but it's not going to bring them back" he said
I couldn't BELIVE he said that.
"I know"'I said
