Harry POV:
what if I died tomorrow? would I die not knowing how it feels to have her hands run threw my hair. her keeping me warm from the heat from her breath mashed with mine. I don't know why I think like this I always think like this but who ends up hurt at the end me. I remember when I had my heart open but it would just be empty. I remember why I keep it in a cage and just have it sit there freezing.
what if I ran, never came back go far away maybe to the U.S. maybe California. its not just Bay its all this shit I could have any girl and fuck any girl I want so why the fuck do I want bay so bad.
'cause she's different." my conscience says and he's right but I'm not gonna wait for her written on her face are the colors that I can't change and her face says I'm not her type.... And love is bullshit and nonexistent, at least I agree with her on that.
The ceiling, the white ceiling, the white walls in my room are now getting boring. its only 4 o'clock. I got up and put on my worn out boots I need new ones but I love these.
I get into my car and start the engine, heading to the warehouse. the song on the radio are dumb so I just slip a Peirce the veil CD In the radio. That's more like it.
'damn it jump up off this jersey bridge
I bet you never had a Friday night like this
keep it up keep it up let's raise our hands.' I scream as this ride becomes more enjoyable by the second.
Before I know It I'm at the warehouse and all the guys cars are parked in front. I push the doors open the locking it. as soon as I take I'm the surroundings I smell weed.
"Harry dude I've missed you, its been days, weeks, months. I don't even know but I heard you fucked Scott's face up.' Niall says as he run up to me and I lightly laugh he's so high.
"yeah dude you fucked Bay already. ugh" zayn said I'm trying to avoid it but they are still looking at me
waiting for an Answer but I can't seem to form the words no and have it said out loud.
"haha nigga you getting attached." my conscience says but you know what? fuck that bitch. I still I haven't said an answer to them. Think! Think! Think
"you didn't fuck her yet, dude its almost been a month." zayn says again buy everyone else stays silent.
"well give me time." I snap as I got into the mini fridge and pull out a beer.
"you don't have much time. he wants it in less than 2 weeks and she's hanging out with Scott. I knew you couldn't do this." zayn he's pissing me off.
"I can do it fuck." I snap but it reality I I don't think I can do it. I settle down in the old ass worn out couch.
~~3 beers later
we were currently laughing at something Louis did. it was cool probably just because he's way to fucked up right now. As they were talking in my phone vibrated I looked at the text. it was from a unknown number
'Bay is mine you stay away from her your not her type' who tf. they got this shit twisted she's mine. but then o remembered what she said.
"I'm not yours harry especially now after you beat him up cause im yours, well I'm not so stop just stop you don't know me at all. damn" that's all that keeps running threw my mind.
' who tf is this and if its Scott don't have me beat your ass again. ' I sent the msg. with out a second thought I got up and put on my coat.
"where are you going harry" liam said.
"out bye" I said and slammed the door. I got in my car and Peirce the veil fill my ear as I started the engine I love this song 'one hundred sleepless nights'. I feel bad ass but I'm mad as fuck. I sped off to her house, if she's there.
I get to her house and bang on the door....no one answers.
"fuck" I say to my self. I get into my car again and drive to the BIG BLUE the club, it the bad part of town the worst part but I'm not afraid.
I step into the bar and sit at the stool. I noticed all the drunks I just sat next to so I move to the end but the weird thing is I hear Bay laugh. Nawh I probably just imagine it. 'no you didn't' my conscience says but I don't listen to him and why would Bay be in this area at dark. oh shit! she's with Scott. I hear the laughing again so I follow it. and wtf do I see. anger get best of me my face is red and my fists are balled up at my sides and clench my jaws. before I knew it I'm charging towards them.
A/N: lol so I need more reads and votes and comment wat you think will happen lol #iloveyou #vote #comment oh n help me get to 2K plz
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