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chapter 9

-Louis-

Never knew Zayn had a real sister, i never knew he's been hiding something else from us, but i'm perfectly fine with that, but i think Harry wasn't. he has been so quiet since the scene Zayn and his sister, Jane, made a few days. I feel like harry wasn't himself since then, and i just know something's up with him.

from the topic, Zayn's sister, well, she's drop dead gorgeous, she looks like the lady version of Zayn, and Zayn is drop dead fucking gorgeous. I swear, one will fall for her, because she's not just drop dead gorgeous she also got those things that a guy could ever ask for, she's kind, has sense of humor, talented, and her eyes are beautiful as well as Zayn. Niall and Harry, one might be the lucky slash unlucky guy in here.

"Hey, you're going to stop looking at me, aren't you?" i snapped out of my thoughts as Jane poked me in my sides, and i quickly shoved her hands away as i giggled.

"Nah, you're too beautiful" i said, honestly. no, i'm not liking her, i do have my girlfriend at the moment, and i love her to death and i think she's the most beautiful girl in the whole milky way.

"I know, Louis, it runs in the blood" she said, stating the truth, because their mom is beautiful as well, and Zayn too, and i'm imagining what their father looks like right now.

"Yeah, i'm going to be agreeing to that." i said as h. Now, i'm wondering if the fans already have a clue about them? did they already let the fans know?

"Hey, do the fans know already? about, you and Zayn?" i asked

"uhh, i don't think so, but i remember him saying that we'll just announce it by selfies." she said turning her face from cheery to nervous. hell yes, i would definitely feel nervous when you're about to announce something to a billion fans. they might not like me like fuck i'm ugly but i'm sure, they won't be like that to Jane. Jane's beautiful and nice and kind, and she deserves to be treated well like how everyone treats our other siblings.

"Hey, don't be nervous, they'll love you" i said trying to make her not nervous as she looks like right now.

"yeah, maybe, but, maybe not too." she murmured, now i feel bad bringing up that topic, she might be flipping me off in her mind, by making her feel nervous again because she's been avoiding to think of that ever since.

"They're going to love you, like, as much as they love Harry's sister, Gemma." I said, really hoping she would feel better now.

"Thank you, Louis, i kind of, don't feel nervous now." she said.

"okay, that's better." i said smiling.

once we finished our talk, i felt my phone vibrated. It's Eleanor. i quickly picked it up and answered the call.

"Hey, love." i cheered smiling at the thought of her calling me, probably because she's missing my presence.

"Hi, Lou" she slurred, what the fuck? is she drunk? yes she is, but why? she never get drunk, because she never drinks too much, what is going on?

"El you aren't drunk, are you?"

"No! i'm totally not, drunk, well, i'm not that drunk, lou. But i have something to tell you." she said, i can hear music blasting in the background and people screaming, making it sounds like she's clubbing. sure, she's drunk. but why?

"what, eleanor? please go home, but don't drive, okay? get a cab or call Max, oh no, i'll call Max. stay there." i said as i was about to end the call and ring Max, her bestfriend that whom i know i asked to take care of her.

"No Louis, listen!" she screamed over the music.

"El?"

"I think, it's time." she said. what does she mean it's time? no, it can't be mean she's breaking up because, she wouldn't do that. It could be something else.

"It's time for what, love?"

"I don't think i still love you the way I used to do." what does she fucking mean? she loves me, she fucking loves me, she reminded me that, like 46 hours ago, well goddamn fuck. No, she's drunk, it's the alcohol, who's speaking. She needs to go home.

"Go home Eleanor! You're drunk!" I screamed, standing up from my seat.

"NO! I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE, I'VE FOUND SOMEONE ELSE AND I'M DONE WITH YOU!" she screamed and then there i hear that stupid low-pitched beeping sound which means she ended the call.

Alcohol always tell the truth especially that kind of truths. What have I done wrong? don't I make her feel like I love her to death? or "I'VE FOUND SOMEONE ELSE". she fucking loved someone else, and who the fucking goddamn fuck is that?! I've done everything for her to be happy, what the hell? I can't even believe this is real. or maybe this was just some stupid hell ass dream, but no, it's not, it's fucking not.

my head is spinning, I don't know what's happening, it's like my whole world had just fallen apart, as i feel myself fall from the ground, i held on something that i could hold, i feel numb right now, i can hear screams and footsteps, but as soon as i felt tears, my sight was soon replaced by nothing but pitch black.

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Heyo! i'm sorry if Harry's MIA in here and it was only Louis' point of view but what happened there will be affecting the two mains' relationship in the next chapter! lmao, so stay tuned! :-)

~hannahbanana