He's not Normal (Exo-M Luhan) UNEDITED

2nd: Finally

This is LUHAN's POV, kay? :>

TAG-LISH ito dahil bi-polar ako >:) At mostly, ang nilalaman nito ay 'explinations'. Pero kung curious talaga kayo, hindi kayo ma-bobored, kay? :)

Note: The 'italized' conversations are through mind links and the "Bold" conversations are normal conversation. 

And, I dedicated this ud to HER. Kasi sakanya ko nalamang Birthday nga pala ni crush ngayon. :/

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(INTRO) 

7 years.

Seven years na ang nakalilipas simula nung una akong mag-shift bilang isang werewolf. I was 16 back then and I am now 23. Seven years na pero hindi ko pa rin natatagpuan ang 'soulmate' ko. The one that I will love and spend the rest of my life forever.

One year ring nagwala ang wolf ko (the inner me, the 'monster' inside me) because he's craving for his mate, our mate. He want to be with her. FAST. He was out of control to the point that I can't control him anymore. But one day, bigla nalang syang nawala. I can't feel him anymore. Siguro'y sumuko na sya sa sobrang depresyon at pangungulila.

You see, ang 'soulmate' namin ang sorce of strength namin, mag-cracrave at mag-susuffer kami from pain 'pag tuntong namin ng ika-16 na taon kung hindi pa namin nahahanap ang soulmate namin. Mild lang ito para sa ibang male shifters lalong lalo na sa female shifters pero iba ang kaso ko. I'm the Beta of our pack. Ako ang second in command ng pack o pangalawang leader. Kaya naman twice ang pinagdadaanan kong hirap. It's like... 

I lost the half of my self. 

The half of my soul.

Without her. I'm nothing.

EXO-M Blue Moon Pack.  'Yan ang pangalan ng kinabibilangan kong grupo.

Hanggang ngayon, hindi pa rin ako nawawalan ng pag-asang makikita ko sya. Sumuko man ang 'wolf' ko pero hindi ako. I need too...

I need her. 

(Present Time)

'Dude! you ready?'  I heard Xiumin said through our mind link.

Yeah.. being a wolf has a lot of privileges. 

-We can communicate through our mind link (me and the members of the pack)

-We have unbelievable strength.

-We have a very clear vision even at the dark.

-We have a strong sense of smell. 

-We have an awesome instinct, which is very usable through important circumstances like when there is a fight or pack war. 

But, of course, if there is advantages, there's also disadvantages like...

Anger issues.

Most of the werewolves are possessive, territorial, egoistic and many more. Especially the high rankers of the pack. Me for example. But since hindi ko pa nahahanap ang mate ko, eh exception pa ko. 

'Yeah. I'll be there in a minute.'  i replied back.

We're going clubbing tonight since it's our Aplha's birthday. Our pack's leader. He just turned 23 today. At katulad ko, hindi pa rin nya natatagpuan ang soulmate nya.

"Saan nga ba tayo tonight?" tanong ni Lay pagkalabas namin ng pack house. Ang 'Fifth' in command ng pack.

"Sa Double Yu Super Club. Dahil maliban sa member tayo dung lahat eh free liquor daw tayo tonight." sagot ko.