Him again

Chapter 9 -maybe tonight the night i lose it .

Sorry I've been gone for a really long time and I would like to apologize to anyone who was reading my book and was waiting for chapter 9. I'm not gonna keep waiting y'all any longer, OMG goin to get started writing this book.
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The date went amazing . We were driving back to the home. When we arrived i got a text from Valerie and Zoe that said "we have your little sister and she fine will be fine we went to Zoe big house and we're having sleepover. So have fun tonight with a winky face. ps. Briala don't hold back , we left you a night alone for a reason"!. I just laughed as we got out the car. When I locked the door Caleb kiss me and we walked up stairs. I walked to my room because I though Caleb walked to his as soon as I took my pants on I realized that I was so tired I didn't notice that Caleb was in my room. I felt so many emotions when I turn to him with just my shirt and underwear . I felt self conscious and he always knew that. He walked towards me and kissed me and I started breather really hard.
We laid on my bed and kiss a lot . He stop and looked at me and said I love you . All these new and old emotion came flooding back but before I could put anymore though into it and we were kissing up a storm . I look into his eyes and gave him pleading look. He asked was I sure if I was ready and if I want him to stop just tell him . We talk and kiss than the time came down to it . I woke up from dream. I woke up and I was wearing sweat pants and I walked out my room to find Mikayla and Zoe and Valerie down stairs. I walked to the hall way down the stairs and said "CALEB COULD YOU COME HERE"! And so he did . I gave him the most confused look . He raised his eyebrows and said what . I was asked did we do anything after out date last night when we came home . If you mean by anything we watched a movie with everyone down stair until you fell asleep so carried you back up to your room . Why ? Oh I'm sorry nothing I just had this dream that we . But before I could finish and pushed me into my room and said if you dreamed we had sex , than he pushed me up against the wall and said if ur dream about us having sex . You can't imagine what I want to do to you and how I wanted to do it to you. Or how much you mean to me because if we I did you wouldn't be able walk . But we won't for a while I respect your body and you and I love you so no we didn't have sex . Than he planted. Kiss on my forehead and walked out my room. I was left and shock .