Him again

Chapter 10 i want to be alone

After all the girls left I was left with Caleb. He was door stairs on the phone and I was up stairs on my computer, but I'm to nosey not to know what he was on the phone talking about and to whom he speaking to. I tip toed out my room and down the stairs. By the time I make it down the stairs I hear him in the living room saying ,"look I need more time, she's a idk if I really love her like I say I do. Gosh damn I'm torn". By than I didn't care if he heard that I was listening I started crying running up the stairs as fast and as loud as I could. As soon I started running I hear him yelling "BRIALA WAIT I CAN EXPLAIN"! But by the time he could even reach me I was running into my room ,slapping the door with that it followed by me locking the down. I couldn't think straight. I dang I knew I should have never trust him. I couldn't hear anything but my thoughts, but when i finally tune back into reality all I could hear is him. Beating on my door saying "Briala please let me explain " but all he could hear was silence but with that silence there was a heart Broken girl , crying and crying until I  felt like my room was getting smaller and smaller.
   
   All those things were happening to me but I still slowly got up. Opened my door with my head down and said "Caleb please get out . I don't want deal with this , I'll do our project by myself". "But Briala I just...". I really don't want to hear this right not "GET OUT PLEASE"! With that Caleb walked out the room with not even one looking back.

      I cried and cried until I felt like I couldn't breath. I just wanted to be alone for a while. I don't even know what I was thinking he broke my heart before why wouldn't he break my heart again. I wanted to scream until I lost my voice. I wanted someone to just hold me until I fell asleep and until my rapid breath from crying slowed down with that the room would get darker and darker because my eye lids would be slowly closing, but that wouldn't happen because I love no one but Caleb. So instead of crying and crying and wishing my life was better. I get up off the floor wipe my tears away and go to my book shelf. Grab a book that makes me always look at the world in a different way. The book "Before I fall" is the most eye opening book. Right now I need to think about something other than him.

    I wake up with my alarm going off and the bright sun blinding me. I get up and to take a hot steamy bath I plug up my speaker. Grab a couple of candles and grab a sprinkle cotton candy bath bomb. I get my phone Bluetooth to my speaker and search for a really good song . I get to a song that caught my eyes. I press it and take off my clothes. Tie my hair into a high messy pony tail. Slide into my hot, comfortable, and relaxing bath. With that I drop my bath bomb into the hot steamy water and lay back and start humming " Do you remember girl what we had, I was your first and still cool wit cha dad
Do you remember girl late nights watching movies on my sofa everything was kosher". This song could tell and Caleb's and I history with just a sentence.

          While I was humming I heard someone singing and my bath room door opened I about peed in my bath but there he was singing with the voice that could make me shiver in my boots. He came close up to me in my bath and sang "[Vedo:]
You were my baby (you were my)
And its driving me crazy
Even though we used to argue (know we use to)
We got something special (oh!)
I know its been a minute, but baby we ain't finished
You will always be my boo". I wanted to feel angry and I wanted to feel sad but soon as I realized what was going on. I yelled "CALEB IM NAKED". He just smiled picked me up out the bath wrapped a towel around me and said "I love you Briala with all my heart". One single tear went down my face. He wouldn't be expecting what I said next......