Can You Hear Me? (joesuggxcasparlee)

-8-

And we're gonna be alright

Dry your tears and hold tight

Can't you tell I got news for you

Sun is shining and so are you... - Axwell/\Ingrosso

Joe's POV:

"Y-You're awake..." I said nervously to Caspar who looked up at me.

"Well yeah! You don't sound so happy Joe what's up?" Caspar questioned me looking at me to Zoe. Zoe shrugged and shifted her eyes on me, in that moment I felt my heart beating so fast like a racing car going around the track, my hunger then started to show as I've been living on Fuji water for the past couple of weeks and I started to choke on my words... I couldn't breathe but even if I die there and then everyone would be so much better off...

"JOE NOOOOO PLEASE," Caspar screamed as I felt my body shaking uncontrollably "NURSE PLEASE I NEED YOU!" he screamed again and that was the last thing I heard as I blacked out.

*1 hour later*

Caspar and Zoe looked at me. "Don't worry Joe..." Zoe said calmly "it was just a big panic attack you'll be ok." I sighed and looked at Caspar who shook his head. I looked at him as he fell asleep, Zoe turned around and said she'd go back to the flat as I stayed here for a bit I nodded and gave her a hug "bye Zoella20598029471," I said jokingly she shook her head as she walked away laughing "You said that all wrong Broseph!" I sniggered and walked back into Caspar's room. Caspar looked up at me as I looked at my feet "Joe?" Caspar looked at me with caring eyes.
"Yeah..." I gulped feeling uncertainty about what was gonna come next. Caspar stared me up and down and realised my hoodie was still on and I was sweating because of the heat. "Take your hoodie off!" He said sharply.
"But Caspar I don't want to I'm cold..."
"Oh Joe now that's a load of Bull-crap what the hell you're sweating!" He looked at me with an unreadable expression and jumped out of the bed I stood up to walk out until he turned around and wheeled himself over in his wheelchair "Oh JoJo not this time stop running away from your troubles and take the goddamn hoodie off!" He said his voice trembling I looked and all the machinery hooked up around him. My hand was shaking uncontrollably as I put it on the zip.

You might aswell get it over with Joe you can't live a lie for ever...
I take the hoodie off and wince at the pain as I pull the sleeves off my arms.
"I knew it..." Caspar chocked as tears started to roll down his face. "Give me your wrists Joe!" Caspar demanded. I gave them to him and he looked at the cuts that marked my skin.
"No," he whispered as he rolled away from me.
"NO IT'S ALL MY GODDAMN FAULT!" Caspar screamed and punched the wall. I burst out crying "I'm sorry Caspar..." I chocked on my own words as I closed the door behind me. I took my phone out my pocket and decided to call Zoe. She answered after 2 rings:
"Hey Joe do you want me to pick you up?"
"Yeah Zoe please just get her quick I want to get out of here!" I said sobbing.
"I'll be there in 5 don't worry Joe..."
And there the line went dead.

*20 minutes later*
I just shut everyone out I didn't want to speak to Zoe and I didn't reply to the apology texts from Caspar. As soon as I got back to the flat I turned my phone off and explained to Zoe I was going to go to bed as I was tired. I ran down the stairs to my room and locked the door and I slid down the wall and burst out crying. I've ruined everything Caspar hates me and I hate my self I want my life to be over already...

I'm gonna leave this chapter on a cliffhanger cause why not eh? Aha

Anyway I just want to take a moment and say thank you for nearly 600 Reads omg I'm so happy you don't understand. This is my first ever fan-fiction I've ever wrote and I really hope you are all enjoying it. And please don't forget to ever message me if you want to take cause I'm always here...
My Twitter is: usernamejennx
And
My Instagram is: sarcasticjaspar_ or if you wanna stalk my personal it's jennasanders_x aha

Anyway I hope your enjoying it so far and I'm sorry for this short chapter. But Boy are we just getting started here ;) there's a lot lot mor to come ahaha

Anyway till next time byeeeee...
-Jenna