I'm never going to be good enough

Chapter 7

**a/n Sage can only mindlink with people who are in the same room as her or who are close to her

Recap:

(Autumn's POV)

 I slide my hands down his back with my nails digging through his skin. I hear the wounds close and drag my hands down to his ass and give it a quick squeeze. I trail my hands to the front of his basketball shorts and start rubbing him through them. He moans into my mouth. I trail my hands up his abs and back down to the top of his basketball shorts. I slide my hand inside his shorts and he stiffens. I start moving my hand up and down his length. He pulls away from the kiss and starts to pant and moan. He releases one loud moan that I muffle by smashing my lips to his.

He pulls his pants down and rolls us over. I quickly switch from my hands to my mouth. He stiffens again and I can feel his length start to pulse in my mouth. He starts panting fast and heavy. He moans out my name while he releases. I feel him fill my mouth and I swallow the majority of it. And go up to kiss him. He brings my face to his and french kisses me. He doesn't pull away like I thought he would. But instead, he likes my teeth then pulls away.

"Why did you give me my release when I didn't give you yours?"

"Because I can. Now. Mark me."

"You sure" Naww so thoughtfull!

"Positive"

He smirks at me in triumph and kisses me on the lips, Hard.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Sage's POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Get the hell away from my Sister" "Daughter" my dad and brother say at the same time.

My dad snatches me away from Dakota and I whine. what the hell is wrong with me?

I look up and see Dakota's eyes fade from black back to their normal hazel tint.

"There is nothing wrong with you Sage." Pity is shining in his eyes "You are going into heat."

"How! How am I going into heat?! I haven't even shifted yet!"

"You met your mate Sage. You usually go into heat within 24 hours after you meet your mate." he sounds so damn pitiful. 

"Please don't pity me Alpha. I don't deserve your pity." I yanked my arms away from my dad. My brother tries to reach out to grab me,"leave. me. alone."  I walk out of the room and start to walk to my room. On my way I pass Autumn room and I hear Jason moan. I put my hands over my ears and run the rest of the way to my room.

I get into my room and shut the door behind me. I lean up against the door and I pull my hands away from my ears. Jesus Christ that was messed up. I never want to hear that sound again. I open my eyes and walk to my closet when a wave of heat rushes through me. I lean over and groan in pain. Looks like i'm taking an ice cold bath. I grab some short shorts and sports bra and walk to my bathtub. I turn on the cold water and let the bathtub fill up halfway before I slip in. As soon as I hit the water my muscles tensed then relaxed. 

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After my excruciating painful bath, I pulled on my sports bra and shorts. As soon as I had my shorts on, An even more painful wave of heat rolled through. Oh my god this hurts so much! Mommy! Mommy I need you! MOM! 

"Sage... Sage! SAGE!" I open my eyes and see that i'm on the floor. I look around and see Autumn kneeling beside me. 

"IT HURTS! Autumn!"

"I know honey. I know."

"Help me! Please..."

"I can't honey. I'm sorry... There are ways... but it wont satisfy all your needs..."

"Uhm okay i'm going to leave now. Bye Sage" I feel someone kiss my head. I turn my head to see who it was and saw my brother. 

"By- OUUUUCH!!!!" God I hate the Fates! This sucks royaly.

"What are you suggesting I do?"

"Just say me"

"MASTURBATION?! Seriously?!"

"That or play around with an un-mated male or something like that."

"Ugh I hate Y-OW!"

"No you don't. You love me."

"Any other smart ideas!?"

"uh-no"

"Then can I borrow J-"

"MINE!"

"I was Kidding fall..."

"I know. that was my wolf"

"Give me some names"

"uhm... The Alpha? Leo? Jake?"

"uhm No. Hell no. and what the actual fuck is wrong with you. Jake is a player. The Alpha is...well... OUR ALPHA. and Leo has a small dick."

"Okay That's fair. But how do you know he has a small dick"

"You didn't see his nudes?" she shakes her head "They were sent to everyone. You didn't miss much."