I'm never going to be good enough

Chapter 11

Recap: 

He grabs me by my neck and holds me up against the lockers.

"I AM YOUR ALPHA! I COMMAND YOU SHUT UP!" with how mad he is, his threat don't work.

"Fine."

He lets go and starts to walk away. "Clean this shit up."

"Alpha Kyle"

"hmm"

"Even, If you are our Alpha... Start acting like it."

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His eyes turned from his caramel brown to the color of charcoal. I knew instantly that his wolf has surfaced.

"What did you say Autumn?"

"If you are our Alph-" he has me up against the lockers in a matter of seconds. 

"I know what you said. I just didn't think you were stupid enough to repeat it!"

"You know me better than that  Alpha." Why is he acting like this?

"Because I am the Alpha! I can do whatever the hell  I want!"

"That's not how it works! and you know it! What the hell happened to you! You used to care about your pack members and what goes on in their lives! Like I Don't know them being abused and bullied constantly! Them not living in a safe environment! Half of your pack being filthy flea ridden dogs who abuse and bullies their fxcking kids! But noooooo! The big ass Alpha only cares about him damn self." 

He releases me as his eyes turn back to normal.

"Wh- What? How... When!"

"Every damn day. This happens on a day to day basis. She gets abused at home, then she comes here just to be bullied more, and finally she gets to go home again only to be abused yet again, and her own goddamn father don't even believe her...... and now...... neither does the alpha."

___________________________________Sage's PoV____________________________________

I am in a heavy black cloud. Nothing to see. Nothing to hear. Just this heaviness in my whole body. So heavy that I cannot move. I can't remember how to open my eyes. Then I start to hear noises. The buzz of machines. Clicking of feet near me. Quiet talking. I lie still. I strain to hear and makes sense of it all. No idea. Where am I and why? Next I feel some light shining on my closed eyes - a pink glow. I struggle to open them and finally I awoke with a start. All I could remember was Autumn Shifting and then her jumping at Sarah. I snapped back into reality when I heard a steady beeping coming from my left. I looked down at my arms and saw and iv connected to a bag of fluids. I realized I was in the pack hospital. I could make out my supposed family's faces next to me. There weren't any Get well soon cards anywhere nor balloons. The doctor walked in and came over to the bed.

"Good your awake how are you feeling?" he asked.

With the little strength I had left I replied "I don't know the last thing I remember was Autumn Shifting and then her jumping at Sarah and then everything went black... What happened?"

"You were unconscious because of all the blood loss but we were able to transfuse your brother and fathers blood with yours to make you stronger."

"Where's Autumn? Jason?" silence...

"WHERE ARE THEY!? Micheal?"

He sighs.... "Sage is-" He is interrupted by my supposed father. 

"Don't even think about it boy"

"in a cell and Jason is down there with her."

Micheal closes his eyes as dad fly's at him and I scream a 'what!?'  Dad starts hitting and yelling at Micheal. I yank the IV out of my arm as I'm trying to get him to stop beating on Micheal. My body starts to shake as I get angrier.

"DANIEL!!!!!" He stops hitting Micheal and looks at me for a moment. I relax as he does so, only for me to tense again as he continues to beat him. Saying something about Alpha and Beta command.

"YEAH? DAD?! WELL MY COMMAND IS STRONGER!!! I COMMAND YOU TO GET THE HELL OFF OF MY BROTHER! YOU ARE NOW DEAD TO ME! FXCK OFF DANIEL! And take your stupid bitch of a wife with you." 

He looks at me with hatred and pure hot white anger. "Yes my Queen" He grabs her and walks away. I look at my brother and see that he is healing already. And then I see black

A/N Scene

~Chloe