Alexandra
+
I went on YouNow and a bunch of Matt's fans were on, telling me to go die and stuff like that. I scoff, "Listen I know you all are fans of Matt and you wanna protect him but, I didn't do anything wrong. Sorry I'm my own person and can say and do what I please. I love Matt I always will, he just doesn't love me obviously." I read this one comment and it really got to me. It said "yeah of course he doesn't love you, you fat cow. Try not eating.. Maybe it'll help." I feel my eyes water up and I look down. I feel tears run down my face, "Why you guys gotta go there.. That's a sensitive spot for me." I then get a Twitter notification "@TheMattEspinosa followed you" my jaw drops and then he in boxes me:
Matt: Hey
Me: uh hi
Matt: look can I talk to you
Me: I guess.. What're you gonna tell me I'm fake some more?
Matt: no please just let me apologize
Me: alright I'm waiting
Matt: I'm so sorry for reacting that way to you. You have every right to your own opinion and I know that not everyone feels the same about my relationship with Jess. I should have never made that so public and made everyone turn on you. I also shouldn't have said that you were a fake fan just because you didn't agree with me. I love when fans have a mind and voice of their own, I'm sorry I didn't let you use yours
Me: funny how the only way you'd ever notice me is when I say something you didn't like..
Matt: Well I just wanted to let you know I didn't mean to have all of those people attack you like that
I look at at the screen and everyone's asking who it is, "It's Matt... When he feels bad cause people are hating on you so he tries to apologize. Too late the damage is already done dumb ass."
.............................................................
342 words
How is it so far y'all I'm excited as hell..
