Alexandra
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I go on to Twitter and see everyone hashtaging "#welcometothefamilyjessica" what the hell is going on? I go and ask some of my friends in my group chat what's going on and they explain that Matt has a girlfriend who is twenty five and has a seven year old son. What the hell.. I go and resource so much and text into my groupchat, even though my friend Kelly is the only one responding:
Me: guys their relationship seems kind of weird
Kelly: yeah I know what you mean
Me: I don't really like the vibes I get from her
Kelly: same it's odd as hell
Me: right?
I go into Twitter and tweet out, "Matt and Jessica's relationship seems really off to me... Like its staged." I lock my phone and go to practice. After practice I drive home and check my phone to see a bunch of calls from Kelly and everyone from Twitter and my groupchat freaking out. I go on Twitter to see a tweet.. From who? Matt. Matthew Lee Espinosa tweeted me. It wasn't what I thought it'd be though. It was "@allymacrini if you really cared about how I felt wouldn't you be happy for me?" Oh my god really? Of course this shit would happen to me. I indirect Matt "When your fav notices you cause you say something they don't agree with." He shoots back with an at reply to that "@allymacrini I don't enjoy you questioning the realism of my relationship. If you were a true fan you wouldn't care who I was with, you would just care that I'm happy." I fire back with an at reply "@allymacrini @themattespinosa Just because I don't feel the same as everyone else means I'm a fake fan? Okay tell that to the hundreds of dollars I've spent to support everything you've done ever since the beginning." I then go and indirect him once again after he blocks me on Twitter, "When the person you love and live for the most blocks you." I see all of my notifications filled with hate from all of both Matt and Jessica's fans. Everyone telling me I'm not a true fan or that I wouldn't care who it was as long as Matt is happy. People telling me I'm jealous because I'm a fat, ugly whore and she's beautiful. This all went on for two days. I tweet out after two days, "When you have meet and greet tickets to meet Matt but he blocks you." I twee again "I'm so done. I'm always wrong obviously. Sorry I have an opinion." A lot of people were telling me to go die and stuff like that.. Wow funny how the person I love the most, just ruined me in a matter of two days.
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Honestly this is based off of what is going on rn with me... Minus the part of Matt blocking me and ya know the hate but me and my friend Kelly are literally talking about this rn and I got a great book idea so here it goes..
