forever

whoaaa

Ashley p.o.v

I walked back home while drinking, I got nasty looks from people and girls but I didn't care, they don't know my life. I'm super drunk right now so I opened my phone and call the first number
"hello?"
"Shawn! you mother fucker!"
"Uaa Ashley?"
" I'd give anything up for you and you just drop me like that! fuck you and whatever hoe your with next!"
"okayyyy bye Ashley"
"no! you mother fucker! this shit hurts!"
'beeeeeeeb'

"the slut hung up on me! Ima go to him house!"

and so I did. I eventually got to him house and knocked on the door "hell-" he answered "I fucking love you! can you not see that?!? why would you accuse me of that??"
"come back to bed babe-who are you?" a slut cut me off and I sobered up real quick! "who the fuck are you? why are you with Shawn? shawn? wha- no-" I started hyperventilating and my eyes watered up "umm you can leave now" she said and I went to shut her up but Shawn pushed me back "I-i don't love...you...Ashley please go home." he said moving me back. I put my hands over my mouth as I felt the heart break start. so I picked myself up and chugged the 2nd bottle of jack Daniels in front of them "I'm not gonna remember jack shit tomorrow" I said through the tears and that's how the rest of my day went.

I woke the next morning in tears. I lit the joint and smoked it around the house "I'm gonna fucking change" I said as I threw on my black skinny ripped up jeans and a black shirt with my leather jacket. I finished the joint and threw it out. I stared my makeup with only mascara. I want to look different. I then went and bought spray paint and went to shawns house. I saw no one home so I lit a new joint and proceeded to spray the house then I saw a car pull up "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING" a girl screams and I was ready to fight. I turned around and saw her walking up to me, she went to slap me but I grabbed her hand just in time and snapped it and punched her, over and over.
"Ima let him find you like this" so I picked her up by the collar and hung her on the light and yes she was very bloody but still awake "I'll kill you!" she yelled "I'm fucking insane I'd love to see you try!