forever

is it bad to love?

Ashley p.o.v

We were at a dinner place and I don't eat I'm anorexic....I haven't told anyone about though "hey are you okay" Trevor asked "yes I'm perfect... But um  I'm not hungry" I slightly smiled "you haven't eaten all day" he asked concerned "okay...I guess I kinda have to tell you now...I'm anorexic... There for I'm not hungry" I looked down "please eat for me" he pleaded "but I'm not hungry" I slouched "fine then I won't eat...come on let go to the 'second date place'" he said "ugh okay"

"Thanks for a great time" I said looking into his eyes "thank you for making it great" he said he leaned in and kissed me...my first kiss "goodnight" he said "night" I said then walked in to see dad looking angry on the couch "um hi dad" I nervously asked "did you kiss him?" He gritted "ua-um y-yes" I stuttered "you barly know him and you kissed him...wow then y'all probably made out huh!? What know are you an escort!? You are to never see him again" he snapped before walking up stairs. "IS IT BAD TO LOVE?" I yelled/pleaded "why would you ever think about me like that...he was my first kiss...h-how could you...your not my dad" I spat with tears in my eyes. "GET TO YOUR-" "KIAN LAWLEY SWEAR TO GOD SO HELP ME YOU DID NOT JUST YELL AT OUR DAUGHTER!" mom yelled "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU CALLING HER A ESCORT! JUST BECAUSE YOU EX WAS DOESN'T ME SHE IS! HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT YOU GET YOUR ASS IN OUR ROOM NOW " mom yelled dad flinched at every word mom said. Mom came down stairs and sat me on the couch "are you okay sweetie?" She asked "yeah" I responded "I won't let anything ever happen to my baby girl ever and something dose happen that's bad... Oh I will kill myself... You know even though I didn't have you...its like your actually mine...even though your not I wish you were" mom said then kissed my forehead.