My one sided love life [iKON's B.I]

Chapter 16

Third person's POV
You woke up to the voice of your mother and you could hardly open your eyes. You checked the clock. It was only 6am in the morning and it was a Sunday. You closed your eyes again, preparing to go back to your dreamland.

"Wake up before we are late Chaeyoung!" Your shot open your eyes. Freak. It's our wedding day. You got out of bed and washed up. You got changed. Before you could even take a sip of water, your mother sat you at your make up table and did your make up. She brushed your hair lightly. You looked at her through the mirror. Do I have to get married? You sighed. Your mum raised an eyebrow at you.

"It's your wedding day. You shouldn't be sighing dear." She said in a very gentle voice.

"I'll miss you and dad." You whispered but loud enough for your mother to hear.

"I'll miss you too. But we'll still visit you." She smiled warmingly at you and you smiled back slightly. Seeing your mother reminded you of your biological parents. How are they doing? Are they fine? Are they still in this world? I miss you all. You thought and without even knowing, your cheeks were soaked with your tears. You wiped off the tears silently. But your mum was fast enough to catch you.

"What happened dear? Are you okay? Why are you crying?" She bend down to your level and wiped your tears away. You hugged her immediately. She patted your back while soothing you. You cried in her embrace. You let all out. Everything.

"Sshhh it's okay" She stroked your back gently. You pull the hug away and she wiped your tears.

"You are a big girl already Chaeyoung, be strong." She smiled at you and patted your head. She gave you some time to be alone.

I miss you appa, umma.

Hanbin's POV
I woke up super early today, without any reason. Oh yeah, it's my wedding day with that bitch. Seriously, why her? Really ugh. I got off my bed and went to take a shower. I wore the suit my mum hung up for me and I looked at the mirror. What am I doing with my life? Aish I shouldn't have agreed to this stupid marriage thing. I ruffled my hair in anger and walked out to my bedroom. I gelled up my hair and combed it lightly. You can do this Kim Hanbin. Just put it up with her for a year.

Author's POV
After a long day of preparation, it was finally the time for wedding bells. On the car, there was an awkward silence between you and Hanbin. You broke the silence with cold words, as cold as the weather outside.

"I'm not doing this because I want to. I'm just being a filial daughter to my parents. So don't misunderstand or anything. I will never  love you." Somehow, those words were like arrows shooting Hanbin's heart. He was disappointed and angry of course. But why was he like that? Shouldn't he be happy that you will never love him and leave him one day like he wanted to?

However, the one thing that he did not know was that, you were crying silently while looking out. You wanted his love back so badly but you knew it was impossible. By acting cold to him, you thought that you were able to give up on him and act like he's nobody to you like how he treated you. But it was too hard for you, you know you will eventually come crashing down again. But that's it, you had to stop giving yourself false hopes. When you guys arrived at the venue, you got off the car immediately, walking towards the hotel main door without even sparing a glance at Hanbin. You went to the dressing room to change into your dress to prepare for the wedding event.

The wedding was held at the 5 star hotel in Korea and the place was super big, together with a swimming pool. After changing your dress, your dad waited for you at the aisle and together, you linked his arms and walked down the aisle to see Hanbin at the end, waiting for you in his suit. You eyes glistened at the sight because he was very good looking but you looked down immediately. Your dad then handed your hand over to Hanbin. You looked at him, then at your hands. You guys were holding each other's hand. When was the last time we held hands? Our hands were so tiny at that time, but now, your hand is so warm and big compared to mine. I still love you. You thought in your mind. Both of you exchanged your vows and he looked at you, smiling. His smile was fake, as usual. He would never show a true smile to you. You already accepted the fact that he don't love you, not anymore. You guys were not 8 years old, but instead, are 18. The crowd cheered for you guys to kiss. You looked away, blushing, and to your surprise, you saw the ikon guys at a table. Were they invited? Why didn't I know? You saw Bobby frowning and without any warning, you felt someone's lip on your cheek. You look to your right, with your eyes widened.

Hanbin kissed me.

You were in utter shock and words just couldn't come out from your mouth. Your heart beated twice as fast and you almost fell to the ground. "It's for show. Don't misunderstand." Hanbin whispered to your ears before smiling at the crowd. You felt a pang in your heart. I hate you Kim Hanbin. I really do. After that, you guys went around greeting relatives and friends.

"Hey gorgeous." I heard someone say and i turned to see who the voice belonged to. It was Bobby.

"Hey Bobby! I didn't know you guys were invited until I saw you guys just now."

"Oh.. you meant when Hanbin kissed you?" He emphasised the word 'kissed' but you couldn't understand him. He was disappointed and jealous of course. However, he still maintained a smile on his face.

"Anyway, congratulations! I hope you guys will have a happy married life." You looked away and smiled bitterly. That was impossible. I turned back to him and gave him my fake smile. As usual.

"Come on, follow me." Without any hesitation, he pulled me away. I was too shocked to utter any words out.

Nobody's POV

While you were with Bobby, it was the same for Hanbin. He wasn't alone. Instead, he saw his lover, Chaerin. He was surprised to see her there. He walked towards her but she took a step back whenever he tried to approach her. Every step she took, Hanbin took two steps towards her. Without knowing, she almost fell down and Hanbin caught her on the waist. Their faces were 1 inch away from each other. She blinked amd stood up, still facing each other, looking into each other's eyes. Chaerin pushed Hanbin away, with tears brimming in her eyes.

"Why? Why did you lie to me? Why did you give me false hopes when you were actually going to get married to Chaeyoung? Why did you say you like me? Why Hanbin? Why?" She asked, with a tint of sadness in her voice. Tears fell from her eyes and her eyes were not glistening anymore. Hanbin saw the sadness in her eyes.

"I..Chaerin..listen.."

"No. I don't want to listen. I loved you Hanbin. How could you..." She turned away, her back facing Hanbin. She felt a pull on her wrist and without knowing, she felt her lips on another's. Her eyes widened, but slowly, she closed her eyes and went with the flow.

On the other hand, Chaeyoung, who was already hurting, saw everything. Their fight, their hug and their kiss. She bit her lips, trying to hold in her tears. Her lips were bleeding but she didn't care. Soon, she felt herself in a person's arms and it was...warm. She looked up to see who was it. It was Bobby. He pat her back softly, telling her that it'll be okay. She broke into tears while hugging him back. All she needed was warmth and comfort. Nothing else.

Chaerin opened her eyes and looked to the side to only see Chaeyoung looking at them. She smirked silently and when she saw Bobby hugged her, she kissed Hanbin again, preventing to let him see that scene. Hanbin kissed her back without any hesitation, snaking his arms over her waist. She smirked.

You are mine now Kim Hanbin.