This is my story

Depression turns into happiness and then back to depression

I was depressed I had no friends was bullied and I was alone. I thought I was going to die of depression. But I didn't I tried to kill myself but I couldn't do it. One day I was all by myself and I was taking my jacket on and I was in school and then this girl that is older than me says hey and I thought is this a dream wtf is happening and I said hi and we just started talking and we ended knowing that we had a lot in common. So we stared playing together and already next day I gave her my number and then we were friends I started to be more happy we were together everyday and we had fun.But her classmates hated me and they started rumors so she stopped being my friend but we started being friends again it was like on and off friendship but I got bullied and my mother was mentally ill and my teacher didn't like my mother because my mother ONCE dated my teachers husband and that was like ages ago so my teacher hated my mother and me and she always said that I was trouble and all that so one day she said to my mother "your daughters hair smells like hair" okay what the actual f*** my mother didn't use perfume projects on me because I could maybe be allergic so that was weird but we laugh at it now and they tried to get me away from my mother and they had no reason and my family counselor didn't understand it and I have a lot of problems like I can't take t when people yell at me I get so scared and when everything got to much I would go under my desk and sit there and cry and hugs myself because I got so scared but one day my teacher asked me at a meeting "do you want to go 1 grade over again so you can help the new students " and I love helping so I was like sure so next year I got bullied because people thought I was stupid so everything was like that I got bullied I had only one friend

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