Strikes Of A Scarred Boy

Chapter 12

"I love you now I loved you then I always have i always will"

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Carlos POV

*FlashBack*

I watched as the doctors rolled him into the emergency room. My heart was tearing apart.
I fell to my knees a crying mess.

How could something like this happen.

It had been 5 hours and no one was allowed to see him.

The doctors came out a while later.

We all stood up

"How is he?"

My mom asked trying to sound calm. But we all knew she wasn't. No one was.

One of the doctors sighed and the other shook his head.

My mom burst out crying. I ran and held her. My sister sat there shocked and trembling.

He's gone.

*End of flashback*

You know that feeling? That feeling that isnt really a feeling? Like your empty?

Unable to even cry anymore?

When your life crashes before your eyes?

Yea that's how I feel.

I'm here watching them lowing his casket into the ground.

Remembering how bad he looked how dead he already looked the last time I saw him

They did all they could but he never woke up.

I threw the white rose into the hole.

Turning and walking up to my boyfriend.

He took my hand and we walked out of the graveyard together.

"Kya?" He looked up at me with those beautiful eyes

"Yea?"

"I love you, thank you for being here for me" he smiled softly.

"I love you too, your dad... he was a great man, he raised amazing children and I'm proud to be called yours. Not a day goes by that I don't thank God I punched you in your face the first day of school"

I laughed.

That's the first time I laughed since my mom got the news that my dad had been shot while he was on duty.

So much has happened that we didn't get to celebrate his birthday.

He's been so modest about it. Saying it's okay and he understands but I have to make it up to him.

That's why I planned to give him the best day of his life tomorrow.

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I got up extra early to make Kya him breakfast.

I got him in the habit of sleeping late now so thats going to give me some more time. I know how much he likes to eat too.

And now that he's growing too he'll eat much more. In the span of 4 months he's grown to 5'5 impressive I know, that's my baby.

Anyway I'm making him some donut waffles, banana chocolate peanut butter quesadillas, cinnamon roll French toast, he likes guacamole so I'll make him a guacamole breakfast sandwich, some home made danishs and a banana smoothie.

I also preordered flowers for him.

The bird of paradise, calla lilies, daisies, gladiolus and finally two red roses.