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Chapter 8 ddd

Zara's (pov)

so were on our way to Chloe's party, Ethan's in the drivers seat Jayden in the front passenger seat and me and jass In the back, I'm sitting in the back still thinking about that kiss between me and Jayden it was amazing well it was my first kiss not how I imagined it maybe a bit more romantic but then again It was just as magical .. " alright guys were here now girls I don't want to sound like a dad but please be careful these party's can get out of control given ive had experience okay so if you's are in trouble come find us or you could just scream okay" Ethan says in one whole breath we all nod and make our way out of the car walking up the drive way I feel I hand around my waist sending tingles through my body I look up and see Jayden smiling down at me I smile back and he hugs me closer once we step inside the house my nose is filled with the smell of alcohol and sweat ew I look around to find couples grinding and hooking up in every corner possible people please get a room I sigh and look at them disgusted on how open they can be there basically having sex on the dance floor beds people that's what beds are for .."Zara" a hand waved in front of my face I shake my head and see Jayden looking at me with an amused face " huh.. oh sorry what were you saying ..? " I said while Jayden pulls me onto a couch just so our knees are touching I look up but he's already looking at me he smiles making a dimple appear on he's cheeks " I said is this your first party" he says pulling me so i'm on he's lap he obviously didn't like that I was not close enough  I blush because were so close I look at him and just admire he's features he's just a god and he's here with me im not even that special im just a screwed up girl " uh.. yeah ..." I say looking slightly embarrassed " aw its okay babe don't be embarrassed I think its cute .. that's its your first time.." Jayden says kissing my cheek making me go even more red then I already was I was probably looking like a freakin tomato..  

"Zara I really like you and I know that you have trust issues but I really want to be with you ill be there when you need me the most ill be there for you happy moments and your sad moments but most of all ill be there to protect you" ... Jayden's sighs I'm taken back from what he told me I mean yea I like him a lot but I'm just scared " Zara will you be my girlfriend" he says giving me a dimple smile oh gosh is he trying to kill me he's giving me puppy dog eyes that's not fair cheater CHEATER.... " Jayden I like you a lot to but im not sure if im ready yet " I say looking into he's eyes I see hurt but I catch him off guard buy kissing him passionately he was taken aback from the kiss but smiled I hold up a finger for a sign to wait " but I'm willing to try and over come being so scared so yes I would love to be your girlfriend " I say smiling happily Jayden's eyes go wide he pulls me in for another kiss full of happiness" im so glad I can call you mine now sweetheart .. im just so happy " he says rubbing he's thumb against my cheeks will our foreheads are pressed together " me to "I say giving him an eskimo kiss..   

"Wanna dance baby " Jay says standing up holding out he's hand for me I nod and follow him to the dance floor .. we danced for god knows how long but all I know is that now i'm truly happy .....

and I couldn't ask for nothing more...

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hey readers sorry I haven't updated in a while so much shit has happened to me in the last 3 months but I promise to do regular updates

loves always

carley xoxoxo