At the next morning I wake up by someone whispering my name.Immediately I start to groan and I stretch myself a little bit.After that I rub my eyes and I open them slowly.I start to blink for a few seconds to get used to the light and then I sit up in my bed.Confused I look around,as no one is in here and I just shake my head a little bit.Slowly I get up from my bed and I walk over to my closet.Immediately I open it and I look through it for a few seconds.Then I simply grab one of the outfits and I fastly change into it.I brush my teeth,let my hair naturally down and put on some make up.polyvoreAfter that I look at myself in the small mirror and a slight smile appears on my face.I'm about to walk out of my room,but then I remember that everyone knows that I'm a godness.With that I simply teleport myself into the mainroom and in the second I arrive there,I feel everyone's eyes on me.Slightly ashamed I look onto the ground and I quietly walk over to my seat.Then I sit down and I start to play with my fingers a little bit.'Good morning,princess Jacqueline' I hear Thor nicely saying and I just nod my head at him.Slowly I let out a sight and I take in a deep breath.I look up at the others and see Tony,Steve,Bruce and Natasha looking at me weirdly.Immediately I let out a sight and I simply grab for a pancake.Right now there's just silence and I start to eat the pancake.
Natasha: Babe,why didn't you tell us about your past earlier ?
Fury: She was afraid that we would've fired or killed her ..
Steve: Only because you're a godness,doesn't mean we don't like you little lady (:
Me: Thanks Steve,but I don't think that Thor told you the whole thing..
Thor: Of course I did.They all know that we grew up together and that you were promissed to marry Loki..
Tony: Well,it's really good for us.You could get some informations out of him..
Bruce: Yeah,that's a good idea.Maybe you should win his trust back ..
Natasha: Jacqueline,I would've never let anyone kill you!
Fury: That's it.We need you to get informations out of Loki.
Steve: It really is a good idea,little lady.You should try it (:
Me: Fine ._. And he's the one who needs to win my trust back.
Immediately all of the others start to nod at me and they smile a little bit.With that everyone keeps on eating and I just stare onto my empty plate.For a while there's just silence and I look up to Natasha.She gives me a small smile and I start to smile a little bit back at her.Slowly I turn to Steve and I start to smile even more at him.Gently I kiss his cheek and mumble 'Thank you'.He nods at me with a smile and then Fury tells us that we all have to go to work now.Fury says that I have to take care of Loki until 10pm and I let out a soft groan,but I nod my head at him.'Can I at least talk to Thor for a few minutes,alone?' I ask Fury and he simply nods his head at me.With that everyone gets up from the table,except for Thor and me.Bruce gives me a slight smile befor leaving the room together with the others.Immediately I let out a sight in reliefe and I turn to Thor with a serious facial expression.He is leaning against the wall with his arms crossed and he just smiles a little bit at me.Slowly I get up from my seat and I walk over to him,while he just looks at me confused.I place myself right next to him and I simply rest my head on his arm.Thor lets out a soft chuckle and pulls me a little bit closer to him.For a few seconds there's just silence,but then I look up at Thor and he immediately knows what I want to know.'Loki's adopted..Father and him got into a fight and I just can't explain it..He wants to take over the whole world..' he says with a slight dissapointment in his voice and I just stare up at him in shock.Slowly I nod my head at him and I look back onto the ground while shaking my head.We both just stay there for a few minutes,but then I look up at Thor with a small smile.'I've really missed you' I say in a really quiet voice and Thor simply nods his head at me.He pulls me into a tight hug and I start to giggle a little bit at him.With that we both pull back and I tell him that I really need to talk to Loki now.Thor nods at me with a small smile and I simply teleport myself into the huge room with the capsule.Right then I just hear someone gasping in shock and I turn to the person with a slight smile.It's agent Coulson and he slowly starts to smile back at me.'You can take a rest agent Coulson.It's my shift now' I say to him with a small smile and he nods at me a little bit.Slowly he walks over to me and pats me on my shoulder.With that he leaves the room and there's just really awkward silence.I can't even look at Loki,because if I would look at him I'd start to cry.Quietly I walk over to a computer and I sit down on the chair in front of it.Then I look at the computer and there's a red button wich is in a glass box.Carefully I open the box and I trace my finger along the red button.' Don't..You could kill me!' Loki suddenly says and I fastly get away from the red button.Immediately I look over to Loki and I regret it in the first second.He just stands at the glass and stares at me.His eyes are focused on me and I fastly look down onto the ground.On one side I really would love to kill him and just let my anger out,but on the other side I want to hug my best friend and catch up with him.I let out a soft sight and I start to play with my fingers for a while,but I look at Loki out of the corner of my eye the whole time.' Princess Jacqueline,my dear..Come here.' Loki suddenly says and I just look at him with a blank facial expression.For a few seconds I really think about it,but then I just get up from my seat and I start to walk over to Loki.I look at him the whole time and his eyes lock with mine.Loki just looks at me and I really can't read his mind.I've never been able to read his mind and I don't really know why.Slowly I come to a stop and now I'm right in front of him,only the glass is seperating us now.Then I simply cross my arms in front of my chest and I glare up at Loki.Of course he's much taller than I'm and he always was.He starts to look down at me and I just see so many emotions in his eyes.Sadness,anger,confusion and shock is going on in his face and then Loki looks right into my eyes.'Come in here..' he says really quietly and I just stare at him for a few seconds.With that I simply teleport myself into the capsule and Loki fastly turns around to face me.Slowly he walks over to me and then he stops right in front of me.Angers starts to build up in my stomach,but in the same time I start to feel sad and confused.'I..I thought you were dead..' Loki stutters and I fastly look onto the ground shaking my head.Suddenly tears start to build up in my eyes and I feel myself shaking a little bit.I just let out a sight and in the next second I have my arms around Loki.Tightly I start to hug him and I hide my face in his chest.In the first few seconds I feel Loki beeing uncomfortable,but then he wraps his arms around my waist.Immediately I just close my eyes and I really do snuggle my face into Loki's chest.He pulls me a little bit closer and rests his head on mine.I start to think about all the good times we had,but then only the sad and angry memories come back.How much he has changed,that he didn't seemed to miss me and that he made Clint to a slave.My eyes start to get wide and I pull back from the hug with so much angers going through my body.Slowly I start to feel my eyes getting black and I just look up at Loki.He cocks an eyebrow and I just start to push him away from me.With every push I insult him and then he hits the wall with his back.A slight smirk appears on Loki's face and I just start to glare at him.In the next second my hand collides with his cheek and the fire starts to build up in my fingers,but Loki keeps on smirking.
Me: You fucking sick bastard !
Loki: Clam down,my dear.You really are confusing me.In the first second you are all over me and now you're insulting me
Me: I'm not your dear ! Yes,but then I remembered that you're trying to take over the world and you made Clint to a slave !
Loki: You've started to talk rather weird..I'm not trying,I'm sure that I'll take over the world.He's only a stupid midgard.What's the matter ?
Me: I don't care,Loki ! Yeah,we'll see about that ! Clint isn't just a stupid midgard ! He's like my own brother !
Loki: Jacqueline,are you really reffering him as your family ?
Me: Yes,I am ! He has been here for me while my own family and best friend weren't ! I have a new family here !
Loki: Just listen to yourself ! You sound so ridiculous..Don't blame it on me..Yes,your family has done bad things to you but I never did !
Me: I'm not ridiculous,just because I know what a loving family is.Oh no,Loki.You could've searched me and you could've helped me !
Loki: Leave me alone now.I don't want to be bothered with you anymore.
Me: Don't talk to me like that,you fucking asshole.I'm a princess and you should respect me !
Loki: I apologize,my dear. I'm a prince and you should respect me too.
Me: Yes,but I'm a girl and I know that you never cared about me.
Loki: You know that this isn't the truth.
Me: Well,but it seems to be like that.Just tell me one thing.Why do you need the tesseract ?
Loki: To get the Chitauris.They'll help me to take over the world,my love
Me: C..chi..chitauris ?
Slowly I take a few steps away from Loki and I just look him dead in the eyes.Tears are in my eyes and then a single tear streams down across my face.Immediately I whipe it away and I fastly teleport myself back to the chair.I sit down on the chair and I just look onto the ground.For a long while there's just silence and I start to think about Loki's stupid plan.He knows that I hate the Chitauris,because they killed my twin sister when we were 3.Slowly I shake my head and I let out a soft sight.'Jacqueline..Don't be like that..' Loki says to me through telepathy and I angrily look over to him.'Shut up or I'll push the red button.Understood me?' I answer rudely and Loki is immediately silent again.The whole time I have to glance over to Loki,because I just can't get my eyes off of him.He got really handsome,I mean he always has been handsome but I feel so weird while looking at him.His green eyes and his smirk makes me smile,even tho I hate it. Suddenly Loki looks over to me and our eyes lock for a few minutes.We both don't say a word and we just stare at each other.I really want to say something to him,but then the door opens and I see Agent Hills walking in.She starts to smile a little bit at me and I fake a small smile back.Agent Hills tells me that my shift is over and I fastly nod my head at her.With that I get up from my seat and I just look over to Loki one last time.He starts to smile a little bit at me and with that I teleport myself into my own room.Immediately I let out a soft sight and I start to stretch myself a little bit.Slowly I lie down on my bed and I pull the covers over me.For a long time I just stare onto the ceiling,but then I get really tired and I turn myself to my side.I start to close my eyes and I'm about to fall asleep but someone decides to keep me awake.'Princess Jacqueline ?' 'What ?!' 'Why can't we talk about this?' 'Because you're a fucking asshole and now leave me alone!' 'I understand.Everyone hates the monster that the parents tell their children about..' 'Jesus,what do you mean ?' 'Oh,you don't know that I'm a frost giant?' 'Nope,but I don't care about that.Now shut up or I'll kill you!' 'Then you're the first one..Don't be stupid..I'm a god and I can't die!' 'Wuhhuu,now please let me sleep -.-' ' Did you miss me ? I mean..' ' Yes..I've missed you a lot and I cried every night..But now I just want you to leave.I don't need you loki!' ' Good night,princess.' ' Good night Loki'.Slowly I let out a sight and I really could punch myself right now.I start to shake my head a little bit and think about him missing me.For a long time I just think about it and I can't get his voice out of my head,wich is really good because his voice soothes me to sleep.
