Life Can Be A Bitch

She has so much to say. But she can't...why? Because society and a boy who broke her heart. Society bullied her so much that one day she gave in she let them get in her head, then she shut down and pushed everyone away.....

She tried to change her whole self to fit in, bit that didn't work out, she was sad and depressed. Sad isn't it well your part of it to. Feel that, yeah that's what guilt feels like. Why is she like this? Because you broke her heart. You made her feel like the only girl in the world. But all you wanted was to use her, you forced her to do things she didn't want to do. Then you left her.

She wanted to cry but she couldn't all she wanted was your love and loyalty and to be her self. Aren't you proud, look at what you and so many other people did.

She's broken inside and out and will never be the same shell never trust again because of you. What if you were her, I bet if you felt her pain and heard her thoughts you would wish you could have taken it all back, but you can't. Because of what you and society did to her.

She often lays in bed at night wishing she was laying in The road just wait to hear the screech of the tires across the street. So maybe she could feel the relief of the pain society made her feel.

She thinks to herself, what did I do wrong, what if I just disappeared, what if I wasn't here in this world anymore. No one would notice no one would care if I was just gone. Everyone would be happier without me. It's okay.

She gets out of bed and she begins to write a note to her baby girl. Yeah that night u rapped her she got pregnant and it was your fault.

She get in the car and just drives. She's going 90 on the free way crying to her self. She couldn't live with herself. You made her hate herself. As she sees a bridge she goes faster and faster. Then she drove off the bridge.

When she hits the water she felt the air in her lungs slowly disappears, she felt pain. But good pain. As she slowly dies she sees her life like a movie in her head. From the first thing she can remember to driving off the bridge into the water. She takes one last look at the picture of her baby girl.

She's gone now. With a smile on her face. Shes finally happy. All the pain of yesterday thats gone to. She's at peace now. As I tell you this story I realize it not a story...... It's a dream.........My dream.....

Thats all I have for now, hope you liked it.

~Lilai_21