Wounded Heart [ON HOLD]

Chapter 4

* OLIVIA'S POV *

CAST

Tyler Lockwood - Liam Hemsworth

Ugh... its way to early in the morning, I was about to just skip classes today and sleep off this splitting headache. But I decided not to. I can't just miss school after I just started.
For no god damn reason I don't know why I'm still here... I don't know why I just don't leave after all that has happened so far and after all the people I have met.

The one person I don't regret meeting is Vicky, who half the time isn't around at all... I wonder where she disappears to.. but that's a question for another day. There's still a long time till classes start but I don't think I'll be getting in anymore sleep.

The memories from yesterday's fiasco keeps jogging in my mind, I just can't seem to get rid of them. That guy!? Whoever he was.. and Jac..

No I'm not going to go back to that state I was in, so helpless and vulnerable after just finding out why we ended things...
He was always a monster but I never opened my eyes enough to see it. I saw only what I wanted to believe..

Shit, the headaches back... I really need some strong coffee.

After a while in the shower, the hot water on my skin burned in a way it made me forget about the memories... I don't know what hurt most the fact that he never loved me or the fact that I was so naive and immature..

"You live in a freaking fairytale..." his words keep echoing in my mind. I guess he was right, I think I do live in a fairytale to think I had hope that this world wasn't as cruel as it is said to be... but reality is like a nail in the head, I'm proven wrong once again.

Once I got out of the shower I just couldn't get his mocking tone out of my mind but the pain slightly lessened. But the headaches were through the bloody roof.

I quickly put on some sweatpants and my sweatshirt and put makeup on my face in a way it doesn't look like I was crying the whole time, just to mask my swollen appearance.

While putting the makeup I kind of got glimpses of the past that I could vaguely remember... my mum standing behind me while I sat on her stool near her makeup section while she put makeup on me and dressed me up, I.. I felt so happy.

It just occurred to me I haven't talked to my mum in like two days? I can't even remember, after all that has happened it feels like ages really.
I was going to give her a call but I decide not to because I'm not in the mood to pretend to be happy and lie right to her face, well technically through the phone. As it is we don't have a lot of money to even get me into another college which I'm sure she'll insist on, I could apply for a scholarship though its already late, but I might end up missing a whole semester of college and I don't think I'm up for that.

I'll call her tomorrow. By then I'm sure I'll have already thought of an excuse, 'coz right now my head isn't working right.

I grab my purse and headphones and lock the door behind me. It just came to me, did anyone hear what happened yesterday? Because the looks I'm getting from people are dirty and mocking. What the hell is wrong with these people, don't they know when someone has had enough of all the freaking drama?

If I hadn't drained everything from my body, I guess I would already be crying. And that's a habit I got to get rid of.

As I get past the hallway and down the stairs, I put on my headphones and listen to some music as I walk to a coffee shop which is a few blocks away from the school.

"Coffee House" the sign says, simple but huge and the cue is enormous but I want coffee so guess I have no choice then.

As I grab my coffee after its done, I look for a table where I can sit and enjoy it. Today all the cups have some kind of phrase or fortune, mine says.. your life's going to change for the better.