So just hanging out in geometry, listing to these freshman behind me. God, they are stupid. Like one of them is doing biology homework and she was like "Cell wall, cell wall. Which one does it go with, plant or animal? Um... animal. Definitely animal." Like we totally have cell walls. It was sad. Was going to tell her that plants have the cell wall not animals but knowing how people are with me, she'd go crazy so I didn't. Really want the bell to ring. I really don't want to be here. I hate school and the people in it.No one even notices I'm around which sucks. I think it's funny Brittany bitches about how she has "no" friends when she actually has has alot. I'm the one who doesn't have many friends. Maybe like 4 or 5. I know alot of people. but they don't care I'm alive. Oh well. Most of those people suck so not a big lose. Something that just randomly popped in my head is if Michael hates me or not. I bet even if he doesn't hate me, he doesn't really like me. I hate having feelings for someone who doesn't care about me. It hurts but whatever. I still care about everyone I have been with. Kinda sucks. But I love someone who is pretty great. He most likely won't stay with me but still. For now, he us and that's what I have to remember. He is with me now. For how much longer... I don't know. Im so close to being 17. Pretty happy about that cuz that means I'm close to being 18 and getting to move out and, if we are still together, move in with my boyfriend but we will see. Or at least I will. You have no idea who I am so how will you know. Ha. Man, I must be bored. Have like 11 minutes til the bell rings. Hope it goes by fast. I love how I could just write my thoughts down and it almost fill up the front of this paper. You are probably thinking that I'm being stupid or maybe you are thinking that I much be lonely. I'm not lonely or stupid. I'm just a person who is sad and mad and sick of everything and sick of feeling things I shouldn't. And of course you could. be thinking something different but oh well ♥
