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Isabella's POV

I get out of my sleeping bag on Lily's floor and go to use her bathroom which is loaded with beauty stuff

She has a basket filled with nail polish, makeup, hair things, and bracelets

I look at one of them and it says 'Lily' in cursive writing the bracelet Calum got her for her birthday

I use the bathroom and wash my hands and head back when I see Lily on her phone

"You're awake?" I whisper so Maggie doesn't wake up. She looks up from her phone and nods

"Thank god today is a weekend." I said and sat down on my bag

"Also, I saw the things you have in your bathroom. It's pretty cool." I said

When she heard me say that she tensed up and bit her lip, looking back at her phone.. her eyes filled with worry

"Lily? Is there something wrong that I don't know about?" I asked, leaning over and turning her desk lamp on

She looks at her lap and shakes her head

"Something is bothering you. What's wrong?" I asked

Lilian's POV

She maybe saw my blades that I cut with. Oh god.

"Yeah, I'm okay. Really." I said quickly "Positive?" She asked "Absolutely." I said

She can't know that I cut. The only one who knows, is Luke.

"Did you?- nah! I'm not going to think that because I know you wouldn't." She said shaking her head

"Yeah. Of course I wouldn't." I agreed

Lies.

"You guys!" Maggie said getting up, rubbing her eyes "Did we wake you up?" Isabella asked

"Sorry." I said and looked aback at my phone

I lock my phone and get out of bed to go to Luke's room

"Luke?" I whispered

"Hm?" He mumbled, still asleep

"It's me Lily. Get up." I said and with that he shot up, "Are you okay babe?" He asked

Babe? What!?

"Yeah I'm okay. I just need to talk to you about something." I said playing with my fingers

"What is it?" He asked getting closer to me "Isabella... is on to me. She thinks I'm cutting. I'm scared she saw my blades." I said

"Lily dont." He began "I swear I didn't sense like 2 months ago or more but she went to use my bathroom, when she came back, she saw me on my phone and said she saw my things. I thought she saw my blades. If she finds out I used to cut in any way, she will ask of we can share a room so she can watch my every move." I said

Luke came closer to me and rubbed my cheek with his thumb "You're too beautiful to be cutting, babe." He said "But I do." I said

"Dont." He said "Ashton Is handsome and was too, and he did it." I said "You're beautiful to be cutting and if anyone says no, they're blind cause you are." He said

"I can't stop. It's like something that can become very addicting to take away pain." I said and my eyes started to water and a tear went down my cheek

"Don't cry, please. It hurts seeing you like that." Luke said putting a strand of my hair behind my ear

He wipes my tear and looks at me "Don't do it please. I love you so much it's going to hurt seeing you hit a vein." He said with hurt in his voice

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