Sam After I got suspended from school my mom immediately started to give me chores. Like she didnt before because we didn't have much. My sister was either at school and got breakfast and lunch there then she would take a bus to her after school program. My mom would eat breakfast and lunch at work. Then I would eat breakfast at home and have lunch at school.
So now that I am home. That means I have to stay and do chores. So in the morning, I get up have breakfast, shower, then start cleaning some part of the house. I'm lucky mom won't make me clean to much because she doesn't want me to stress the baby. So thats a good thing about being pregnant.
"Sam? Can you come and help with the groceries please?" I heard my mom shout from downstairs.
I groaned getting up and heading downstairs to her. She never got a lot of groceries before, but now that I'm pregnant and eating for two she has been getting more than she should.
"Mom once again you got to much food. Why do you always do this?" I asked putting away the food.
"Because I want to keep my grand baby happy and healthy." My mom grumbled.
"I don't get whats the point when your not even gonna see it." I mumbled.
"I will see my grand baby. Even if you and Diel don't see each other and you don't have it. Does not mean I cant go to Diel and see it!" My mom snapped.
"Sorry. I didn't know it made you feel this way." Tears began to form.
"I'm sorry. I just don't want you to go into depression because of this. You're acting like you will never see it after its born." My mom rubbed my back gently.
"Maybe because I might never see it after its born." I mumbled.
"You will. Diel said that your allowed to see your baby when ever you want. Its your choice whether or not you want to see your baby grow up." I sighed walking back to my room. - The next time I wake up its 1:30 in the morning. I get up and open my window sitting on the edge. The warm breeze comforting me. I look down at my stomach then up to the stars. I lightly place my hand on my small bump rubbing it.
"I hope Diel takes great care of you. I know I can't. I'm just not ready for you yet. Hopefully in the future ill be ready. Just know that I'm not abandoning you I'm making sure you are in the right hands." I let a few tears shed.
"Why are you up so late?" I turned around seeing my little sister in the door way.
I shrugged turning back around and staring at the stars again. Santina sat next to me with a small struggle but managed. I smiled pulling her next to me closer. She laid her head on my lap lightly rubbing the small bump. I sighed hating yet loving this feeling.
"Mom told me that you were having a baby. Do you know what it is?" Santina asked.
I shook my head. I don't even want to know what I'm having. I think its best I don't know so I don't have to always think about what it would look like.
"I don't even want to know what it is." I mumbled.
"Don't you want it? Oh wait you want to do what the other girls do. They want a surprise gender right?" Santina smiled.
"No San, uh I'm not keeping this baby. Diel is, I am going to continue my life without the baby after its born." I smiled sadly.
"So I wont be an auntie? Dang, Senalda is an aunt. I wanted to be one too." Santina pouted.
"Sorry, maybe if you ask mom you can see if you can see the baby. I don't want to see it. I know Diel will take good care of it." I smiled.
"So mommy is going to see the baby but your not?" I nodded.
"Oh well can I ask another question?" I stared down at her.
"Didn't you already ask me if you could ask me a question? That's a question asking for a question. So you already asked me a question." I smirked.
"What?" I covered my mouth with my hand to quiet my laughter.
"Go ahead ask away." I smiled.
"Can I spend the night in your room tonight? I peed the bed again and mommy always gets mad when I do that." Santons pouted.
"Did you already change your pants?" I asked.
"Yep!" Santina chirped.
I smiled nodding and picking her up and placing her on my bed. I then pulled the blanket up on her and crawled in the bed with her. She quickly wrapped her arms around me and fell asleep. - I woke up and see that Santina is gone. I look at the time seeing it was 10:30. I got up yawning and stretching. I looked at my mirror on my dresser seeing my shirt ride up my exposed stomach. I quickly pulled it down not wanting to see it.
I went down to the kitchen seeing a note on the fridge.
Sam, Please do the dishes and clean the downstairs bathroom. After that I want you to find a job. Valeria told me that you said that you would apply for the same job as her. Do that if you need to. I don't want you cooped up in the house the whole entire suspension. Love you, mom.
Great, I look to the sink seeing the sink was full of dirty dishes. I sighed finding the gloves and pulling them on.
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KJ: Hello my lovely people and lovely readers and writers! Yes another chapter! Also wow that took a lot less time to finish this chapter than I had to do with the others! Like its super hard for me to like get plots for each chapter for this book. I can't believe I managed to finish this chapter in 2 days.
It usually takes 3 to 4 days to finish one chapter for this book. Round of applause for me my lovely people and lovely readers and writers! *claps* Okay okay that's enough. Thank you all. Okay enough about me, so now you have a name for Sam's little sister!
I find her name very adorable by the way. I didn't make it up I looked online for female spanish names that start with S. Since Sam's name starts with an S so should his sisters. Anyways love you all, good night, morning, or afternoon.
