Perfectly Clouded // Jc Caylen

thirty-eight

"Y-you can be serious" I breathed.
She nodded and smiled evily.
"Welcome to society, I hope you enjoy your stay" she snaps her fingers and I'm out of the room.

I'm in my bedroom..
Before the fire
I was 15 again.
My parents are still alive.
This may not be that bad.

"Camryn! Get ready for school you're going to be late" I snap out of my thoughts.
I decide to dress differently.
I put on a Pierce the Veil shirt, ripped black skinny jeans, a choker, a black beanie, and black combat boots and slipped on a flannel.
I mean it was winter.
And you gotta have a flannel.

I grab a apple, hug my parents tight and try not to cry. "Love you baby" my mom said, kissing my forehead. "Love you too. Love you dad"
"Love you too Hun" my dad smiles.

I walk up the front of the school as people stared.
God for how long I wanted to forget this. Urggggh.

So many whispers:
"Emo"
"Worthless"
"Screw up"
"Denial"
"Reject"

I just kinda wanted to scream. Scream at the world. Tell them they aren't getting anywhere in life bullying me.
I became a huge youtuber, while you get $8 and hour working at McDonalds while still living in your parents basement with your 7 cats.

Ok I've thought about this waaaay too much.
I got shoved, pushed, tripped.. The books knocked straight out of my hands. Laughter surrounding.

Then the drama queen showed up for my daily beating.
"Ready, reject?" She laughed.

She took me by my collar of my flannel and dragged me to the side of the school.
She went to throw a punch and I tried to dodge it or stop her but I felt myself helpless
Like I couldn't control my body.

"You will relive your high school memories"
I won't be able to control the bullying but everything else I can control.
I get it now.
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Until next chapter, stay beautiful, stay strong, and most of all
Stay Cloudï,
—Si xx