Broken Trust

Chapter Four

Nichole's POV

I didn't know what to say I mean I do like Justin... as a friend. He stared at me waiting for an answer.

I smiled sweetly and said "Of Course I do!"

He smiled looking very relieved and said "Good because I've been wanting to ask you something."

He grabbed both my hands and said "Nichole, will you be my girlfriend. You're beautiful and I really like you. I want you to officially be mine."

I lied and said "I'd love to be your girlfriend, Justin! What kind of question is that?" And then I quickly pulled him into a hug.

He held me for a long time. It felt good to be held so securely. I just wish it was with someone I truly did like. After a few more seconds he kissed my cheek and pulled away smiling down at me. I completely just went for it and leaned in to kiss him. Maybe I'll feel something and fall for him. I stood on my tippy toes and pressed my lips firmly onto his. He instantly put his arms around my waist and I put mine around his neck. He's a good kisser but I don't think I felt anything. I wish I would've. I'm really trying here but it's not working out to well. He looked down at me once we broke apart and smiled at me in shock.

He then said "Wow. Did you feel what I felt? As corny as it sounds that's the best kiss I've ever had with any girl I've ever dated."

I smiled nervously and nodded. I looked down at my feet trying to make up an excuse to get out of this.

Finally I said "Well Justin it's getting pretty late and it's cold so I gotta go inside now but I'll see you tomorrow."

I then opened my door and went inside. I ran upstairs in my room and sat down. Wow what a night.

-The Next Day-

I got on my twitter and saw that I gained hundreds of followers just for being Justin's girlfriend. I followed a few of the beliebers back that had been sending me positive comments. I looked down my time line and saw a bunch of people saying "Justin was spot kissing some random girl last night!" I clicked on it and it was a picture of me and Justin last night. I can't believe someone was watching us. In the middle of reading some tweets I felt my phone vibrate. I pulled it out of my pocket. It was Justin.

-Conversation-

Justin: Hey babe wanna hang out today?

Me: I wish but I don't really feel good. Maybe tomorrow. Sorry..

Justin: Alright feel better baby. I'll call you later.

-End of Conversation-

I feel fine I just really want to be alone and away from Justin for at least a second. I just feel like he's always there. It's annoying he's just so clingy. I guess if I liked him i'd love it though. I sighed because I feel so guilty all the time. I'm just feel so bad. Fuck it i'm going back to bed I hate myself for this.

-20 minutes later-

I was fast asleep until I heard a huge bang from downstairs. I immediately jumped out of bed and ran downstairs to make sure everything was okay. I walked into the kitchen and saw Justin down there.

Clearly confused I said "Babe, what are you doing here?"

He smiled at me and said "Well I knew you weren't feeling well so I was going to surprise you with breakfast but its obviously not working out to well. Sorry for waking you up."

I nodded taking in everything he just said still tired and then jokingly said "Are you still going to make me food?"

He laughed and said "Of course babe sit down it'll be ready soon."

I smiled and walked over to booth and sat down looking at Justin while he quickly checked his twitter before continuing to cook for me.

He walked over to me holding a notepad and said "What can I get for you, mam?" and then winked jokingly.

I smirked and said "Can I guess some eggs and bacon?"

He wrote it down and then walked into the kitchen. I ran up to him laughing and put my dads apron on him that said 'kiss the cook'. He smirked at me and then started pointing to his cheek. I laughed and then kissed his cheek quickly. He laughed and then cracked the egg into the pan. He had some left over yok on his fingers. He smiled at me and then flung at me.

I laughed and then said "Oh you're gonna get, Bieber!" and then picked up an egg threw it at his back while we ran around the kitchen chasing each other. He turned around and started chasing after me. He threw an egg on the ground and I slipped onto the kitchen floor. I looked at Justin trying act mad but then we both burst out laughing. He stuck out his hand to help me up and then I pulled him down to the ground.

He laughed and then looked over at me saying "Oh my god Nichole I hate you!"

He then rolled over and towered over me so I couldn't get up. I laughed begging him to let me up.

He smirked and said "Not until I get a kiss."

I quickly pecked him on the lips and then he slowly got up and then picked me up helping me to my feet. I looked at him as we started picking egg shells out of each others hair. He smiled down at me and then kissed me. This was a perfect morning.

He laughed and then picked me up bridal style. I laughed begging him not to drop while we went up the stairs. We got into my room and he tossed me on my bed. I rolled my eyes and threw a pillow at him. He sat down next to me and then pulled me into his arms tightly holding me while I laid my head on his chest. We turned on the TV and started watching The Notebook. Soon we both ended up falling asleep. We were still a mess but we didn't care. Soon my mom walked in and woke us up. She was angry that we were in the same bed but trusted that we didn't do anything wrong. We continued to sit in the warm bed wrapped in blankets.

Justin picked up a notebook off my night stand and said "What's this?"

Shit. Its the journal i've written every article in.