genderfluid. // homestuck | au |

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'Oh shit' I thought, I've never done something like this before and I've only known Cronus for a day. This is embarrassing, I'm also a guy so this just shows I'm gay. Fuck!

"What are you waiting for Kankri, there's a couch or the bedroom." Mituna said. I gulped and stood up along with Cronus. We started to walked to a bedroom, everyone was far behind us because they wanted to hear us. Cronus then bent down. "You know Kankri we don't have to do this we barl-" I cut him off. "We will be okay even if we barley know each other." I gulped nervously. He shrugged it off.

We then found a room and locked the door behind us. You could hear everyone on the other side whispering to each other to be quiet. I took my shoes off and got on the bed. Cronus sat next to me. "It'll be okay, I can tell you've never kissed anyone before." He said. That made me blush a lot.

Cronus then grabbed my chin making me face him. He then leaned in closing his eyes. I just followed what he was doing and then our lips collided. At first we didn't move at all, then he stated to move his lips. I did the same trying to copy him. He then let go of my face as the kids got heated. I then put my legs around his waist so I was on top of him.

I started to get the hang of kissing. I moved my body slightly when we kissed. I don't know why I did it but I did. He then moved to neck kisses. I think the ten minutes are up and I don't want to do that blow job, so I think that's why he's giving neck kisses. He laid me on the bed and then attack my neck again with kisses. He started to suck on my skin, it seemed like he did this every five minutes of something like that. Then he hit a certain spot that was really  sensitive. I had to close my eyes and bite my lip, I curled my toes and clutched the back of his shirt. My body trembled from this kiss. I couldn't hold it in, I let out this moan. I quickly realized what I did and I was beat red. I felt Cronus smirk against my skin. He was then done.

"You were not bad at all." He said smiling. "Not so bad yourself." I said still red. I moved my hands to my neck and felt many sensitive spots, they were also song my collar bone. "Cronus what are these?" I asked. "Oh, those are love bites, also called hickies." He said. A hickey!? What am I supposed to tell dad when he sees these. "Look I'm sorry Kan-" "No its fine I actually enjoyed you doing that." I nervously said cutting him off. "Really?" He questioned. "Really." I smiled at him.

We walked out of the room and everyone was still there. They wondered why I didn't do the blow job and some were "proud" of me. Then Porrim ran up to me. "What the hell were you doing?!" She exclaimed worriedly. "I was making out with a guy." I said like it was the most normal thing in the world. "Why are you covered in hickies? Your dads going to kill you!" Her she goes starting to act like a mother again. "Hey Porrim." I said. "Mhhhh?" I looked at her. "Can I have another beer?" She rolled her eyes and grabbed my wrist and dragged me to her car to go home. "Now we need to find a way to cover those." She sighed. "It's okay Porrim, I have turtle necks at home at the days are getting slightly colder so I'll be fine." I told her.

On the way back she just kept rambling on with how I shouldn't do those things with strangers, especially him. I've never really knew the guy up until now so I don't really know the problem with him. I know he's a grades above me but that doesn't mean a thing. I don't know what Porrim's problem is about him, she doesn't know him at all. Not that I know of. 

We finally pulled up to her house and she had to help me back inside since I couldn't walk at all. Sometimes she is useful, she's usually there to help me a lot. She took me up to her room and bundled me up and we stayed up longer watching stupid movies on Netflix. I fell asleep during one of the movies we were watching.

The Next Morning

I woke up sweating from being in all of the blankets and with a headache. "Porrim, wake up." I said quietly while shaking her slightly for her to wake up. I need her to get me aspirin and a cup of water. "What Kankri?" She groaned. "Can you please get me a glass of water and aspirin, please?" I asked politely. "Sure." She said getting up and rubbing her eyes. She went downstairs and got me water and aspirin. 

"My mom and Kanaya went to your dads church this morning so we are home for a few hours." She told me while handing me the water. I immediately took the aspirin. "Well at least your mom will give my dad a reason why I couldn't make it to church this morning." I said not even looking at her. "Well you should head home around one so your dad wont worry to much about you." She smiled.   

I finally got up and got into different clothes and started to help clean up. I looked at the time and I decided I wanted to go home early. I packed up my things and said my goodbyes to Porrim. I headed out the front door and to my house.

As I was walking I kept my head down looing at the side walk since I didn't want to bring attention to myself. Then I accidently bumped into someone. "S-sorry." I stuttered quickly while looking at the person. "Kankri?" I heard the person say. I finally saw who it was, it was Cronus. "Oh hi Cronus." I said with a slight blush. "I didn't expect to see you here walking the streets." He said. "Oh and sorry about all of the hickies I gave you." He rubbed the back of his neck nervously. I turned beat red remembering that make out session. "T-that's okay." I stuttered again. "Oh Kankri could I get your number, you seem like a really nice person and I would like to talk to you." He smiled. "Sure." I said and grabbed his phone so he could text me. "I should probably be going home now." I said. "See you later Kanny." He smiled running off.

"Don't call me Kanny."