it hurts so much but you can't stop the tears from rushing out like a waterfall your heart is dead and your body is numb.he was your love and now he's your reckoning the darkness has never been so eager to consume you but there's no more fight left.so it's ok it's not like you'll feel anything EVER again..... Buts that's not true you will be rescued I promise ill be there to pull you out to try and put back your puzzle of a heart and ill leave it to the man or women that is meant for you to glue it together again but ...it won't be as quick as you would want it to be so you will be numb .numb for sometime but your friends will be there I will be here to fight of your dark shadows that are ripping at your innocent soul so DON'T give up please cause if u give up then I will to cause friends do everything together and if your done then so am I I'm not letting you go your worth to much I love you let your heart heal from its battle wounds don't let that war total your heart because there will be many but none will last forever ..... :'(