I decide its time for a new tally mark to my skin one two three slices should be enough right ?but it's not the pains buried to deep so so deep so I don't just cut I dig and dig until my blade and arms are drowned in blood and I've dug so deep I've become so numb as I fade into the darkness that I had drifted into it consumed me with every gasp I took as I struggled to inhale one more breath that there for was my last :'(