Take a chance on me (( bXb)) ((uncensored))

Chapter 1

(( omg two chapters in one day? Ain't that great we'll hear y'all go chapter one...enjoy and I'll prolly post chapter 2 tonight too SOO yep please comment and vote for me please I want to see how much y'all like this book and this is my first time so.. Anyway picture of Luke))

Luke's pov

"Get your skinny ass out here and get your damn stuff!" I hear my dad scream. I sigh and walk down the l stairs and walk outside sighing again. "Since it took you so long you can carry your own damn mattress upstairs!" He grumbled before smacking me making me fall to the ground I whimpered "oh poor baby" he rolled his eyes and walked into the house

I slowly got up dusting myself off and holding my face for a minute before grabbing my mattress groaning from its weight as I lifted it and started to walk into the house slowly before heading up the stairs sighing as I set it down and look at the spiral staircase that leads to my room the attic.

I then start to pull the mattress up the stairs whining as it got caught on the railing but kept pulling before yelling softly in victory as I got it up after about 10 minutes I sighed and placed it on the boxspring and started to make it "I'm so weak" I whisper to myself before putting on some music starting to sing as 'bulletproof love' played.

(( time skip cuz it's kinda boring to write him walking and unpacking everything))

I nod my head back and forth to three days grace as I take things out of boxes and place them everywhere I then move to a large book shelf and start un boxing some books.

((Few minutes later))

I stand and step back smiling at all my lovely books before I look out the window and sigh "tomorrow's school...." I whisper shivering at the thought "I hope everything goes alright..."

I glance down at my bruised and cut arms before I take off my shirt running my fingers along my scared and bruised chest before walking to a large black dresser and getting my clothes out for tomorrow I pick out a pair of black skinnies and a dark purple shirt with a cat on it saying "yah I'm gay...DEAL WITH IT!"

I chuckle at it and set them down fooled beside my bed before stripping and putting my pjs on "I should probably wear a jacket tomorrow too..." I whisper once again before plugging up my phone and putting my earbuds in as I shut the light off and lay down "pray the nightmares stay away tonight..." I whisper before laying my head down and closing my eyes as I slowly started to drift off to sleep

((Dream world))

I whimper in pain as tears leak down my face from my eyes as I'm thrown across the room it had been a year after my mothers death and he was still beating me
"You fag!" He yelled before starting to kick me in my stomach

"dad stop it please!" I yell but it only makes the beating worse as he picks me up by my throat and holds me against the wall "want to die like your mother did?" He sneered in my face as he clenched my throat tighter.

I looked at him wide eyed before I placed my hands on his gasping for breath before he slammed my head against the wall and letting me slide down to the carpet at the bottom sucking in air.

I screamed with what little air I had as he kicked me in my ribs multiple times before picking me up again "your a worthless pice of shit and nobody will ever love you..." He whispered before I blacked out

(( dream world gone ))

I jolt awake panting as I move my hands to my neck blinking my bright blue eyes before brining my hands down. I let out a whimper before looking at my desk and sliding the drawer and taking out a large razor.

I let out a sigh as I pull out my wrist and slide the sharp blade across watching as the blood trickled down my wrist before I got up wiping off the blade and placing it back into the drawer.  Before getting up walking to the bathroom in my room and stopping the bleeding. "What a great day.." I say before walking out and starting to get dressed

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By-Shadows_AreMy_Friend