Memories Last Forever

Mistakes

*Skylar's POV*

Being Justin's girl was perfect. Everything in my life got better as soon as he was back into my life. I missed him and us. He was mine again and I loved every second of it. "Close your eyes!" He screamed while covering my eyes. I giggled and closed my eyes shut. He gave me a kiss before leading me into my bedroom. "Keep them closed until I say open them." He demanded. I laughed, "okay okay calm down." "Open!" I opened my eyes to see flower petals covering my entire room with candles lit all around the room while Justin laid on my bed in his boxers with a single rose in his mouth. I laughed while blushing. "It's beautiful I am lost for words." I trailed off while staring at Justin motioning me to lay beside him. "What's this all for?" I questioned him. He looked me in the eyes while replying, "it's for the time I left you all alone." I seen hurt flash in his eyes as well as sympathy. He leaned in and kissed my nose while smiling. "Glad you like it baby." He mumbled.

*Justin's POV*

Everything was perfect with us. I surprised her, made her feel like this time it'll last. I think we'll last. The first time we dated it lasted 5 years until I left her. I only left for a month but the month felt like eternity. I heard a knock at my door expecting it to be Skylar but it wasn't. "Justin I miss you and us." My ex girlfriend cried at my doorstep and I couldn't do anything but feel sorry for her. I patted her back, "come in Emily we'll talk." She perked up a little bit while taking a seat on my couch. "Emily, I have a new girlfriend a new life. A new beginning-" she cut me off throwing herself on top of me. I kissed her back while memories of us came back into my head. I dated her for a month, thinking I moved on from Skylar, I dated Emily. We both separated gasping for air and I clashed our lips together again feeling the passion and love. I looked up seeing Skylar through the window watching us. I blew it again. It was over forever between Skylar and I. I fucked it up.

I made Emily leave and instantly texted Skylar.

-Me-
Sky I'm so sorry I don't know what I just did I fucked up I think I lost you again I can't bare to live without you baby I love you so much please listen to me.

-Sky-
I'm sorry but I don't want to see you ever again. I thought you changed for the better. You're right, you blew it. Whatever we had is just going to be a memory. I'm done with you Justin. I'm done trying to have an us. We're not meant to be.

I was angry at myself. She didn't want to see me or even talk to me. I fucked up good. I went into my room pulling out my lyric book and scratched more lyrics.

You say that you don't wanna talk that's cool,
I've been thinkin' bout you all day long hopin' you pick up your phone...
Girl I know that I don't wanna loose your love, oh baby, oh baby

I slammed the book down and ran my hands through my hair. Justin look what you did. You lost her. You lost the best women of your life.