Carnales de corazón [WORK IN PROGRESS]

Chap 6 "He's a keeper"

I have Nicolas in my mind and heart day and night. In my dreams he seems so real... real enough that I can kiss him, hug and hear him say, ¨I love you baby¨

I open my eyes and realize I was only dreaming
I say to myself ...I miss you so so so much babe as a wipe my tears off my cheeks. I get up and wash my face. I check the clock as see it was only 7... on a Saturday morning. I get dressed and went down stairs... am gonna make them breakfast as a thank you.

I got to work on making chocolate chip pancakes and toast. It was a lot of work but I did it, all I need now is for them to wake up. I set the tablet and waited in the living room with my stuff. There were a lot of family photos along the chimney. Also some beer cans piled into like mountain tops.

By just seeing that a pause in time brought me to a flashback... when Alfredo told me that his dad had drinking addiction and if I've ever drink or do drugs we'd break up because he doesn't want to relive that bad moment that he had as a child. Guys like my husband are rare... keepers.... guys who talk about marriage... future kids... waking up to that person every morning and hearing I love you from the one you love you that means everything to you... guys like Alfredo are rare. Not like fuck boys that are around every corner honestly.

My thoughts were interrupted by sudden voices heading towards the living room where I was at .The boys were lazily coming through the hall, Matheo and Santiago dragging their steps on the tile floor. They looked like mummies still half asleep and eyes half open while walking to kitchen guided by the smell of my chocolate chip pancakes.

¨Good morning you guys hope you like breakfast¨, I greeted them with a grin still standing by the chimney. A part of me was going to miss them even though we didn't know each other well 

¨Thanks Aurora¨, the boys replied while starting to eating up their pancakes. 

¨Wait, where your going?¨ Olises asked when he entered the living room with a concerned expression on his face. 

¨I don't know but I can't stay with you guys, a night was an eoungh help. That's why I made you guys breakfast as a thank you¨

With a sudden wake-up call¨Actullay Aurora,  you can stay with us. LA is a pretty big town¨,  heavyweights were lifted from me and I noticed how his face soften 

¨Wow Matheo, you finally show your colors haha¨, Santiago bursting out in laughter

Matheo slightly blushed and tried to shut up Santigo ¨Hay, hay cabron¨ 

So it was settled, I was going to stay with Ulises and his brothers for some more days. This was going to be intersecting, I always wanted older brothers in my life now I have 2 older brothers and 1 the same age as me. Also, I should think about enrolling in school in LA so I don't fall behind and all. 

I head back the guest room and set up my clothes and stuff in their place. I am really really tempted to reply to babe. When I unlock my phone my heart bounds loudly for me to hear when his name appears on my screen. My eyes being to water instantly and loud sobs escaped my lips making me lay against the wall. It's killing me to not answer his messages,

Killing me 

killing me man!

A deep voice spoke, ¨I don't mean to interpret but you look like you need to talk to someone¨, it was Matheo leaning on the side of the door. 

I quickly wiped my tears away and cleared my voice to speak.

¨Not to be mean but I don't want to umm talk about it, at least not now Matheo¨, okay I lied but I didn't want to bother him with my problems plus I barely know him 

Well am sorry to say, your living under my roof and Ulises told me it was about your parents and your lover boy 

Ya, that's true Matheo... I just umm 

I know we barely know each other but you can trust us, by this point he was in the process of sitting down where I was. I kept quite and deciding whether or not to speak up when I have a chance. 

¨Long story short, my parents didn't want me and my bf together so I ran away from home¨, I gasped for air and a few more sobs came out ... ¨and I don't know what to tell him but I want to answer him¨

¨Its a definitely MUST call back¨, Ulises said as he walk in the room with Santigo

It's stupid of me not to reply back I know but I am scared, I  messed things up... what I am going to say .. 

With that I then felt a vibration from my phone I went to brag it and my heart pounded with fear and guilt once I saw the caller ID flash 

 Babe 😍❤🌍