Stories and Poetry

One

Here's a story a girl is in love with a guy who isn't right for her, but he is her first true love. She truly loves him.

The girls is young and foolish, she doesn't understand many things. She has been warned by people not to date the guy she loved, although she never understood why.

She dated the guy for three months, during those three months she gets into arguments with him at least three times a week, she cries over him every night they fight, her mother despises the guys for this. They finally have a week that they don't argue so they organise to spend the weekend together, they kiss and laugh and make jokes, but they start making out and he starts to grope her, she gets scared and tells him to stop, he doesn't, he starts feeling her up. She finally managed to pushes him away and stop him. They get into a big argument and she leaves crying.

They get to school the next week having not talked since the argument, they are still mad at each other. Thing quickly escalate when they start talking to each other and get into a massive argument. They yell and scream at each other in front of everyone. He calls her fowl names, he makes her cry and calls her weak and pathetic, she finally screams that they are over and runs off. She hides in the bathroom and cries.

The girl doesn't fall in love for two years, when she finally does its with her best friend, they had dated for a few days once but never anything serious. They date for a month until her fear of her getting hurt again, like she did with her ex-boyfriend, over-rules the true love she feels for him.

She thinks she's making the right decision to terminate the relationship before the fighting begins, so she and him can go back to being best friends.

No. They are not, not even close. He hates her. Instead of protecting their friendship, she destroys it. She has no best friend or boyfriend. All she has the people around her, no one that she trusts, not even a bit

She attempts to talk to him, explain to him why she ended the relationship. He declines her every time, he tells her to leave him alone and that he doesn't want to hear it. She understands, backs off and blames herself.

They don't say anything to each other but the occasional 'hi' for seven weeks after they break up. She misses him like crazy. They finally have a real conversation. They don't talk about much but it seems like everything to her, she is so happy that he is finally talking to her again. She knows well that that may be the last conversation that they have. She understands that she'll never have a chance with him again, she just wants him to be happy.

She only wishes he knew why.

No one truly knew why she loved him though. Here's why:

She stated self-harming three months after her and the first guy broke up. He would call her so many names everyday. She wasn't able to cope with it all. Ten times in six months her best friend stopped her from committing. He didn't know this and still doesn't. Every time she would get close to committing she would say goodbye to people, she would get to him and she wouldn't be able to do it. She couldn't leave him, she needed him and he needed her even if he doesn't want to admit it.

He doesn't know it but he stopped her from dying more than ten times, this is only one in a million reasons that she loves him. If she were to list all the reasons, it would talks less time to count the stars.

She loves him so much, but they say if you truly love something then let it got.

She's letting go.All she wants is for him to be happy.

By the time he is ready to talk to her again, he might be to late.

He might not be able to save her this time.