Pastime

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Tick tock tick tock
Listening to the watch ticking
I lend you my ears please i want to hear
Providing evidence to myself
I sense weariness

Too familiar with the sounds fall onto my ears

It's you!

Staring out endlessly of the window
Looking at the people down below

You saw me
I stare blankly
You said "Hi"
I exhaled deep sigh
And said Hello

I invited you to come along
Cos you look depressed
You look miserable

Come. .
We'll catch the stars
And drink some wine
After awhile you will be fine

We shared the same thoughts
We were inseparable
Our fun, always on a double

Bodies pressed together
Your head against my chest
Being held in your embrace

My pulse explodes
My heart palpitates
I'm not at haste
These precious little seconds
There's no need to race

One day you're not around
Every second is like a minute
Every minute is like a day
Every day is like a week

Days passed
Without any hi
Without any goodnight
Maybe you're not bored
Perhaps you're amused on something

Seems that you don't need me
When you are pleased
You don't notice me
When you're overjoyed

Then you feel depressed
You feel miserable again
There you are
Hugging me so tight again

Long walks through a misty haze
Trapped within this concrete maze
I thought it would help me unwind
I though it would help me clear my mind

The next day
You looked happy
You don't even notice me
So i don't bother anymore
But here you come again
Hugging me so tightly
Until i can barely feel your body
I'm quivering
Shivering
And almost dying

I don't mind you coming
But didn't expect you to leave me hanging
I gave you the tightest hug
I'm not sure what you gave me
All i know
You gave me joy
Standing on a tip toe

What if i couldn't hold you?
Too weak to accommodate you?
Too weak to tolerate you?
Would you still hug me as you did?
Or would you just simply walk away. .

Tick tock tick tock

Can't get back time
It seems so wasted
Hoping, longing, wishing
That only come to a bitter end
But . .
I yearn to preserve what
we have between one another
I yearn for a time which never was

It ended so soon

I was wondering
How have you been?
I know
I'm not what you need
and will never be

You need me. . .
Only when you're lonely

I don't beg for your time anymore
I had enough

Tick tock tick tock
Time ticks
Time goes
Time knows

Just passing the time
Waiting for the watch to stop ticking

Soon the time will come
When the watch will stop
There would be no you
Nor me

When the time comes
And the watch stopped
All we have together
Will turn to dust
Until there is simply nothing left
It was just a pastime and nothing else

A beautiful relationship ruined with time
It's all over now
It is all over with time.

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 01, 2016 ⏰

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