"WHAT" I turned my head every which way ... Where is marina.. Panic and paranoia filled the air, the tension and sadness was palpable.i glanced at her pillow thee was a note written in script on white lined college rule paper, my heart took a long fall to the pit on my stomach.... With my hand shaking practically having a mini seizure....I picked up the note. " I love you Lana but I felt ...As if my family wouldn't approve and that...you were not entirely real with me" ...not once had marina brought up those dreadful words about her sexuality... I thought about the other part of the note,.. Was marina referencing to Lizzy grant? We have only known each other a few months... I continued reading the heartfelt yet saddening note... And then I read the sentence " I am in my hometown of Greece " ... Tears of blue velvet traveled down my plump cheeks.. They were warm and filled with despair.. I have to go. I scurried up to the attic and swipes my bulky red suit case. Packing was a struggle but I love marina to death . I first grabbed a pair of black patten leather shoes, with little bows along with my moccasins a few pairs of pricey heels and sandals. I kept thinking warm as I analyzed my closet for potential outfits. I grabbed a few mine dresses and a lot of cutoff shorts and tee shirts.. I packed three string bikinis. I grabbed a photo album.. with lizzy crap.. embroidered with roses. My flight was scheduled for tomorrow morning.. Bright and early. Lets see Greece, most importantly the love of my life
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